How Often Have You Already Thought In Suicid?

[Kimmy_t]

Woah personal one, luckily I'm rather open.

B. Once a week, for about a decade I guess.

Why this question though, are you ok? If not you might wanna go find support from a friend, family member or even just a suicide support chat.

Sorry if I jumped the gun, just caring.

Kimsy

[rockabilly]

Thats a serious question and deserves a serious answer. I used to think about suicide every day for years. I know how lonely and dark things can get. I was told i was ugly, worthless,stupid and nobody would ever want me. So suicide was tempting ... that would show them. But suicide is not the answer my friend. There is always light at the end of the tunnel, when you hit bottom the only place to go is up. I know it gets tough and sad but we carry on. I hope this helps, there are support groups & counseling.

Originally Posted by rockabilly

Thats a serious question and deserves a serious answer. I used to think about suicide every day for years. I know how lonely and dark things can get. I was told i was ugly, worthless,stupid and nobody would ever want me. So suicide was tempting ... that would show them. But suicide is not the answer my friend. There is always light at the end of the tunnel, when you hit bottom the only place to go is up. I know it gets tough and sad but we carry on. I hope this helps, there are support groups & counseling.

thank u very much

it was just a question..cause i have try 2 times to kill me( but it is SO long ago ..i'm not the youngest,but i know what it means,when u wake up in an hospital and u dont know WHERE u are,cause u hope of ur death..before

but is many many many years ago ^^

.and i NEVER do it again...

...NOT that i like my life so much,but i fight for a better life everyday...

thx for interest

(sorry for my bad english)

Originally Posted by Kimmy_t

Woah personal one, luckily I'm rather open.

B. Once a week, for about a decade I guess.

Why this question though, are you ok? If not you might wanna go find support from a friend, family member or even just a suicide support chat.

Sorry if I jumped the gun, just caring.

Kimsy

thank you << u are very sweet
yes,i have support from a doctor.i hope u too?

(sorry for my bad english)

[tslust]

When I was younger I used to be suicidal. I honestly can't say why; I mean there were many different factors involved, not just one thing. I would feel that I was worthless and a disappointment. I thought that everyone would be better off if I wasn't even born. I had even made several attempts. But then one day something just clicked. All those self-destructive thoughts just vanished.
I still get sad sometimes, but nothing like how it used to be.

[mustang1]

This is a tough topic, but I guess its good that someone feels its an ok place to raise it. Its not uncommon!! I suffered an episode of clinical depression after the death of each of my parents (8 years apart).

I never really contemplated suicide but I certainly learned how people do, you see the world in a much different, black and everything pointless kind of way. I remember seeing an old man in the street one day, and wondering how anyone could stand the agony of living so long.

But in each case it passed in about 6 months. The first time was scarier because I didn't realise it would pass, and I didn't have treatment. The second time I got treatment, but it still lasted 6 months, then just went away, and I've never had it since (that was 20 years ago). But I now know that if one of my family died, I'd be at serious risk of another episode.

It sounds crazy really but I look on it now as a positive, as it helped me understand what other people can suffer.

[Kimmy_t]

Originally Posted by mustang1

you see the world in a much different, black and everything pointless kind of way. I remember seeing an old man in the street one day, and wondering how anyone could stand the agony of living so long.

I so recognise that thought!

Originally Posted by LuvAmy

thank you << u are very sweet
yes,i have support from a doctor.i hope u too?

(sorry for my bad english)

Yeah I'm a more stable than about a year ago, and I'm in treatment. And don't worry about your english I understand you just fine.

Originally Posted by megawatty101

I've seen enough young people die horrible painful deaths to just throw my life away. Life is a GIFT!

While I don't really feel that life is a gift, it is a waste sometimes how people throw it away. A few months ago I lost a friend(also a t-girl) to suicide, and I kept thinking "but you could have been so happy and beautiful if you got through this!", but I do believe the current outcome might have been better for her.

Deep topic, interesting.

Kimmy