Would a TS escorting rule out romance?

More comments from the man behind the curtain.

I traded in a dead end job for a true career I have thousands of fans who adore me as a woman artist and writer. Its comical you can't fathom that go ahead retort with some personal insult you only look more pathetic.

[CreativeMind]

Originally Posted by TSmelissacarter

More comments from the man behind the curtain.

I traded in a dead end job for a true career I have thousands of fans who adore me as a woman artist and writer. Its comical you can't fathom that go ahead retort with some personal insult you only look more pathetic.

LMAO!!! Wait...wait...I have to come to Smoldering's defense because once again this is just TOO good to pass up. Tell you what, Ms. Ego Head Case, here's what no one can comically fathom...

If you actually have "thousands of fans" who adore you AS an artist and a writer (your exact words), then WHY the hell would you even NEED to work as an escort? Seriously, if you're a REAL writer or artist with "thousands of fans" then WHY do you need to have sex with strangers for cash? Not to mention, if you have such a large and committed fan base that is SO dedicated to following your creative work -- which in turn MUST give you some economic freedom -- then WHY would you also possibly jeopardize any loving relationship that you could pursue by being a sex worker?

Me, I just ask speaking as someone who actually HAS written things that have sold in the thousands (and thousands and thousands on top of that) and who HAS made a living as a professional writer. But a funny thing, while I was out at the bank cashing my checks, I don't recall ever needing to work as an escort on the side. Nor do I recall suddenly feeling an urgent need to screw around on someone that I was currently seeing. Why? Gee, maybe because actually having thousands of people purchase my work actually did allow me to pay the bills, which in turn allowed me to center my romantic focus on whoever I was seeing at the time.

So, who exactly are these "thousands of fans" adoring you? I just ask (and openly mock) considering that each of your posts contains the link to your web site, which in turn leads to your online blog. Yet I see that your latest blog entry generated a whopping ONE guy posting in the comments section.

Better still, if you have "thousands of fans" that adore you... I mean, that's a helluva lot of people who would DEFINITELY jump at a chance to see you or be with you... then why don't you explain to us all why you wrote in your blog only 3 weeks ago (quote):

My trip to Boston was so-so. The trip was loaded with guys jerking me around in one form or another, and this continues even back home in New Jersey. I have generally seen an increase in guys playing games, which as you know I call the dickhead factor. The dickhead factor (the ratio of people who call with impure motives, that is they have no real intention of dating) which I originally set at 50% and then adjusted to 75% is now at an all-time high of 90%.

Gee, claiming to have "thousands" of fans versus ONE guy visiting your blog and people now not even booking you.
Yeah, those numbers balance out... in a Twilight Zone dimension!

Originally Posted by TSmelissacarter

That's why this board is lame, because it tolerates this kind of conduct towards an established and revered member of the TS world.

LMAO!!!!!! Now you're a "revered" member of the TS world? You're suddenly a perceived LEADER in the TS world? Gee, that's rather laughable since it's coming from the very same person who previously has ranted that she would NOT help anyone coming up behind her or be supportive with advice or offer any help to a fellow TS. So, with an attitude as self-serving as yours, now you think you're "revered" by your fellow TS?

Well, why not?
Since you have imaginary fans, you might as well believe in imaginary adulation TOO

Originally Posted by CreativeMind

LMAO!!! Wait...wait...I have to come to Smoldering's defense because once again this is just TOO good to pass up. Tell you what, Ms. Ego Head Case, here's what no one can comically fathom...

If you actually have "thousands of fans" who adore you AS an artist and a writer (your exact words), then WHY the hell would you even NEED to work as an escort? Seriously, if you're a REAL writer or artist with "thousands of fans" then WHY do you need to have sex with strangers for cash? Not to mention, if you have such a large and committed fan base that is SO dedicated to following your creative work -- which in turn MUST give you some economic freedom -- then WHY would you also possibly jeopardize any loving relationship that you could pursue by being a sex worker?

Me, I just ask speaking as someone who actually HAS written things that have sold in the thousands (and thousands and thousands on top of that) and who HAS made a living as a professional writer. But a funny thing, while I was out at the bank cashing my checks, I don't recall ever needing to work as an escort on the side. Nor do I recall suddenly feeling an urgent need to screw around on someone that I was currently seeing. Why? Gee, maybe because actually having thousands of people purchase my work actually did allow me to pay the bills, which in turn allowed me to center my romantic focus on whoever I was seeing at the time.

So, who exactly are these "thousands of fans" adoring you? I just ask (and openly mock) considering that each of your posts contains the link to your web site, which in turn leads to your online blog. Yet I see that your latest blog entry generated a whopping ONE guy posting in the comments section.

Gee, claiming to have "thousands" of fans versus ONE guy visiting your blog and people now not even booking you.
Yeah, those numbers balance out... in a Twilight Zone dimension!



LMAO!!!!!! Now you're a "revered" member of the TS world? You're suddenly a perceived LEADER in the TS world? Gee, that's rather laughable since it's coming from the very same person who previously has ranted that she would NOT help anyone coming up behind her or be supportive with advice or offer any help to a fellow TS. So, with an attitude as self-serving as yours, now you think you're "revered" by your fellow TS?

Well, why not?
Since you have imaginary fans, you might as well believe in imaginary adulation TOO

Why don't you visit other pages of mine loser, try this one:

http://360.yahoo.com/hottiemelissa2004

Oh gee 290,000 page views.

Go to any one of a dozen different transsexual sites and say something negative about me (www.hungangels.com, www.shemaleyum.com, www.thereroticreview.com, www.bestgfe.com, www.shemalereview.com) they will rip you a new asshole. But that's probably what you want.


And while you're at it, read some of my published stories right now all I see is a guy claiming to be an actor a writer an artist. Tell us who you are Bruce Willis or is it Tom Clancy?

This is the last I'll say about it, I actually have to get ready for my implant surgery, see I have a life, a life that apparently 290,000 times was worth readinmg about.

Case closed, go back to your pathetic snipes you look silly.

[CreativeMind]

Originally Posted by TSmelissacarter

Why don't you visit other pages of mine loser, try this one:

http://360.yahoo.com/hottiemelissa2004

Oh gee 290,000 page views.

Oh gee, more fun with fake Melissa math.
Of course, as is usual with Melissa-isms, you have to read between the lines...

Gee, 290,000 views over 2 1/2 YEARS? Wow, that number means so much to a guy whose last project sold 70,000 in one month alone. Which means you're also not even in my league since another project of mine sold nearly 1,000,000. Oh, and in case you're mathematically challenged, Melissa, that's 70,000 plus the 1 million plus the figures on other things, which means my numbers instantly dwarf your 290.

Not to mention, page "views" are always a deceptively false number. In fact, here's a news flash for you about Yahoo: every time YOU look at your own 360 page, it counts as a "view"... when you type up a new blog post and hit enter, technically updating the page, it counts as a view... if you refresh the page, to simply be sure that your new entry looks and reads right, its another view. The result: you can add 3, 4, or 10 views a shot to your "views" count all while simply trying to add a single new entry. Translation: the "view" numbers ramp up very, very quickly which makes the overall tally pointless.

Of course, here's the more telling truth. If 290,000 "views" were truly reflective of your "fan" base, then why only 200 friends? People who actually want to be notified of any updates about you? Why is that yet again you love to brag about how many "fans" you have... about how "revered" you are... and yet you have only ONE PERSON posting a comment at your blog? Gee, you'd think that someone -- no, a actual super star! -- who had 290,000 fans would have more than ONE GUY wanting to say something to them. That alone speaks volumes about how "off" your 290,000 number is from reality.

Which ultimately brings us to the HUGE difference between us, Melissa. You're ridiculously trying to compare the number of people who checked out a FREE web page to the number of people who actually PAID for something. You're laughably trying to compare the number of people who read a ranting post of yours and thought "Who the hell is this person?", at which point they clicked on a link and checked out your profile, versus in my case they actually reached into their pocket and said "Hey, this looks so good that I'll actually spend some of my own hard-earned money to BUY it."

Sorry, they're not the same thing by a mile.
But nice try again, Ace.

[CreativeMind]

Originally Posted by TSmelissacarter

This is the last I'll say about it, I actually have to get ready for my implant surgery, see I have a life, a life that apparently 290,000 times was worth reading about. Case closed, go back to your pathetic snipes you look silly.

LMAO! I have to say I find it hysterical that this is the billionth time that you've declared you have "no time to talk about things", yet you keep coming back and posting away. And frankly, you're the one looking a bit silly now with all the sarcastic comments, name-calling, and pathetic snipes at fellow board members here. In fact, here's an observation that everyone can clearly see now...

Have you noticed, Melissa, that you CAN'T leave well enough alone? Have you noticed that you just HAVE to get the last word in, to always try and drown out any opposing thought? To make sure it's YOUR way or NO way at all? As proof of this, have you noticed that you often post a response to something and then...even after some time has passed and even after the comments have moved onward...that in a sure sign of a personality that just can't let go, you will actually go back and excerpt someone's post yet again, all so you can post yet again on the very same comment? In other words, you'll actually reply to something you already replied to!

You responded to my post about your fan base (in Post 142) and said: "And may I add my popularity is something I will not defend. When I state I have thousands of fans that is no exxageration." Really? Gee, so then what's up with this post? What happened to this being something "I will not defend." I thought you had nothing more to say on the matter. And yet -- what a shock! -- here you are again, this time trotting out Yahoo figures that took me all of 30 seconds to rip apart and show how meaningless they are.

So, I guess in the future whenever you declare "this is the last I'll say about it" what you REALLY mean is we can all look forward to another post where -- yet again -- you'll try to get the last word in.

Me, I can't wait.
Because I'm sure it'll be another rant that I can -- yet again -- debunk in 30 seconds flat.

this thread has turned into a pissing contest, who gives a fuck how many people have read your shit. thats for both of you.