Why aren't there more female admirers of shemales?

[CuriousGirl]

Well, there's at least one female that "admires" shemales...ME!
Since the Asian ladyboy I am intimate with came into my little sexual world I'm fascinated.
So far, though, my preferences are pretty well-defined.
One, I prefer Asian.
Two, I'm more turned on by small penises than others, at least on shemales.
Three, I have a "thing" for castrated ones.
I suppose that I might be turned on by any truly cute or pretty non-Asian shemale IF "She" had a small penis and especially if there were no balls beneath it. After all, I have a VERY intact BF for straight sex and a couple of lesbian/bi gal pals to enjoy and frolic with as well.