Early Experiences - What turned you on?

[cumshooter69]

Tonya also sealed the deal for me. I would have loved to have been one of her kept lovers to be used by her everyday.

[Boner]

Originally Posted by cumshooter69

Tonya also sealed the deal for me. I would have loved to have been one of her kept lovers to be used by her everyday.

Tonta was not the first transwoman I was attracted to but, like I said, she was the first model I saw that had me really enjoying the sight of a penis. I mean did like seeing the others but it was more "I don't care if she has a dick" than "I really like seeing her cock".

I'd like to hear if others had a similar experience. I mean if you told the twenty year old me that the forty year old me would be into seeing a penis I'd have told you that you were nuts because I'm straight. I still consider myself straight because I'm not into guys but when it comes to porn I don't care if I ever see another vagina. Tonya was a huge part of that shift.

Anyway, here's a couple more of Tonya and her delicious cock

[Boner]

I figured out that the first non-genetic female I ever pleasured myself to was Tootsie from the movie of the same name. I knew it was actor Dustin Hoffman playing the role but that red sequined dress got me all hot and bothered back in the day. I can't say I ever wanted to wear women's clothing but sexy outfits have always been a huge turn on for me.

[a9127]

Some interesting posts so far. Thanks for reminding me about "Tootsie" I had forgotten about that one, Boner. While not necessarily things that turned me on, the following are some of my earliest memories and helped shape who I am today.

Probably the first time I ever heard the term “transsexual” was in regards to Christine Jorgensen. She underwent SRS (back then it was called, somewhat callously, a “sex change” operation). This took place in 1952 almost 30 years before I was born so I’m trying to remember how I first learned of Christine. I believe it may have been in a high-school Sociology or Psychology class. Or I might have heard my parents talking about it.

“The World Acording to Garp.” John Lithgow as Roberta Muldoon. A 6’4” former football player no less. I did not see the movie until much later (probably early to mid-nineties). While not sexually attracted to Roberta, I liked her. She was one of the first transgender characters that I remember that was portrayed as a real person. In the movie Roberta becomes close friends with Garp (Robin Williams). Roberta could easily have been one of my teammates!

“The Crying Game” a sad movie, although with excellent performances. Jaye Davidson plays Forest Whitaker’s transgender girlfriend, Dil. I remember Jaye mainly as “Ra” from “Stargate.” My favorite pic of Jaye is this one. Very hot.

Described as “the worst movie ever made.” “Myra Breckinridge” from 1970, starred Raquel Welch as “Myron” who undergoes SRS. Based on a novel by Gore Vidal, I remember reading somewhere that Vidal condemned the movie and wanted nothing to do with it. I have only seen it once. It was at a friend’s house in the late 80’s. While his parents were gone we watched a VHS tape (anyone remember those?). Supposedly rated “X.” For a bunch of horny kids the main attractions were Raquel Welch and a very young Farrah Fawcett. I hesitated to even include it here as it looks like it was probably offensive to the LGBT community. I do so only because it was one of my earliest memories of a transsexual character in a movie.

Again, some years before I was born, several episodes of “All In The Family” featured Lori Shannon (a real life female impersonator) as “Beverly LaSalle” a woman Archie rescues in his cab and forms an uneasy friendship with. Beverly was also one of the first characters I can recall that was portrayed as a person and not a parody, although with humor. I was very young when I saw these episodes in repeats and if you have seen them you know Beverly tragically is murdered trying to stop a robbery. I cried over this at the time. Last summer I watched the episode on cable with my wife and we both cried! I had forgotten that Edith is so shaken she renounces her faith in God. Also the implication is that Beverly may have been killed because she was transgender. A very powerful and moving episode. Sadly Lori passed away in 1984. RIP

[a9127]

There never was any one model that “caught my attention.” The pictures and anecdotes from my above post are just some of the earliest examples of transwomen that I was aware of. This was from a very young age. I also was aware that some “guys” liked each other the way most “guys and girls” did (I was still young enough that whatever it was they “did” I wasn’t exactly sure… ). The first “t-girl” porn pics I ever saw were from the earliest days of the Internet when I was a little older. Among the first names I can recall were Camila Saenz, Victoria Holyns, and Tara Emory. But that was years later. I've whacked off to all the pics below (notice a trend? ). Looking back, I never thought it was “weird” or “strange,” ever. It was just the way they were.

My first “girlfriend” would have to have been a little girl that I used to walk home from school with. She was in second grade and I was in third. All we ever did was hold hands and she is the first girl I ever kissed. This would have been the Fall of 1988.

We moved back to Michigan and I never saw her again. My dad had received a big promotion and we lived in a very “upscale” neighborhood. Very different from where we had lived previously. At first it was difficult “fitting in.” Incidentally, this is the neighborhood where I watched “Myra Breckinridge” with my friends (wonder if I can find it on Netflix? ) During that time I went through a major growth spurt which worked out really well for football. Suddenly I was getting a lot of recognition. By then I had figured out how things “worked” and had made out with several girls. No, we didn't do that… but most of the other stuff.

Then something happened that would totally change my life. When I was 11 or 12 I became friends with a boy who lived down the street from us. He was very feminine acting, super smart, and very cute. He really did look like a girl.

At first we were just friends. I didn’t think much about it either way. A lot of the kids used to make fun of him and for the most part I was able to put a stop to it. The “rumor” at school was that he was gay. His dad also worked in the auto industry and they were pretty well off. Our families were friends. What I remember most about him initially is that I felt the way I did around girls. I had never had feelings like that for another “guy” but there was just something... I still was attracted to girls however. Anyway I decided not to worry about it. We liked each other (a lot) and that was that. No, I never felt I was “gay” and it didn’t matter to me anyhow.

I’ve already written about her elsewhere on TLB and you can find the story of that summer on my WordPress site. Her name was “Stephen” which she later changed to “Stephanie.” She was the first girl I was ever really in love with. She now lives in New York. We dated through high-school and parted friends. We kept in touch for a while. I consider our relationship the primary reason why I am the way I am. I’ve been married twice since then and had many girlfriends. Being attracted to a “girl with a cock” is totally normal. So is being gay, although the two don’t necessarily go together.

[Boner]

Thanks for your posts, Andy. The first one was very informative. And I always liked reading about your friendship with Stephen/Stephanie. I never had a friend like that.

I don't know how old I was when I became aware of transwomen but it wasn't until I was older. I wrote about getting turned on by them in other posts elsewhere on the board at random times, like with "Tootsie", but it wasn't until I was much older that the t-girl bug really bit me.

I'd always loved porn and one day I was browsing in the adult section of the local video store. The place was overflowing with those oversized boxes that VHS porno tapes came when I stumbled on to one with Gia Darling on the cover. I had a similar experience a couple years before when I saw Karen Dior as Peg Bundy but this was different because Gia got me hooked on tgirls. Two days later I found "Bob's Tgirls", joined, and never went back to regular porn.

That was a very confusing time for me. I never meant to imply liking transwomen was weird or there's something wrong with being gay. But in my own case I didn't know what to make of my attraction. The "Am I Gay?" threads on various boards helped me understand that I like what I like is all. I still consider my attraction to tgirls private for various reasons.

Thanks for starting this thread. I'm hoping others will join in

[a9127]

I like ciswomen too. In fact I'm married to one. I mentioned in another thread some actresses and models from the past I had huge crushes on. Blake Lively, Margot Robbie, and Gal Gadot come to mind when I think about current actresses.

But my #1 celebrity crush might surprise a lot of people especially since I'm a big fan of heavy metal and hard rock. A few weeks ago I was pleased to see Hayley Williams featured in the "Sing Along" thread. I've added a couple of my favorite Paramore songs to it. You know "Misery Business" is one of them...

Hayley is beautiful, talented, seems like a really down to earth person, shuns drugs, and is a big supporter of LGBT rights. Plus she is SO fuckin' cute!

[a9127]

Originally Posted by Boner

Thanks for your posts, Andy. The first one was very informative. And I always liked reading about your friendship with Stephen/Stephanie. I never had a friend like that.

I don't know how old I was when I became aware of transwomen but it wasn't until I was older. I wrote about getting turned on by them in other posts elsewhere on the board at random times, like with "Tootsie", but it wasn't until I was much older that the t-girl bug really bit me.

I'd always loved porn and one day I was browsing in the adult section of the local video store. The place was overflowing with those oversized boxes that VHS porno tapes came when I stumbled on to one with Gia Darling on the cover. I had a similar experience a couple years before when I saw Karen Dior as Peg Bundy but this was different because Gia got me hooked on tgirls. Two days later I found "Bob's Tgirls", joined, and never went back to regular porn.

That was a very confusing time for me. I never meant to imply liking transwomen was weird or there's something wrong with being gay. But in my own case I didn't know what to make of my attraction. The "Am I Gay?" threads on various boards helped me understand that I like what I like is all. I still consider my attraction to tgirls private for various reasons.

Thanks for starting this thread. I'm hoping others will join in

Glad you've enjoyed my posts. I think it's cool that we all share basically the same interest... But we each seem to come at it from a different perspective. I have learned a lot from reading what others have posted even before I was a member here. Several years ago I went through a nasty divorce with my first wife and believe it or not this place helped me out.

Stephanie truly did change my life. Not only because she was a wonderful person but I was involved in a loving, intimate relationship with someone who was transgender. I saw many things from a totally different perspective. Never again can I look at any LGBT related issue without considering what we shared together. It's like everything for me is focused through that. She's the main reason I'm so active in LGBT causes outside of this forum especially anything involving discrimination or violence toward transgender people.

I'm going to back off posting for a while so maybe others will feel like contributing and discussing their own experiences. As always, I'm looking forward to your next post!

Andy