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[Anonymou]

First at all, I want to say that my english is not good, I've learning It by myself, so I'm able to make some mistakes which may confuse you.

I'm a begginer member here, and I'm really enjoyng the forum
because there is a lot people here who likes the same thing of me (shemales, *Oh really?! ) and it's have been a new experience to me, because for 4 years I've been with this fetish only in my head, I haven't knew anyboby who shares this same fetish, thus I used to feel weird everytime I jerked-of watching the beautys shemales pics/video, once I'm not gay, I like womans! ( I'm not calling gay who likes shemale, But I used
to think like this ).

Since then I'm totally involved by shemale's world, I see
them like a different sort of woman with amazing traits to appreciate. In the
beginning I was gaffed by their asses and butties, what makes me wonder
how could a man become this perfect thing! I used not to like the cock, but I've learned with the time to appreciate It too, And now I cofess: Nothing's like a cock between her legs =] however Its just a visual appreciation, I don't feel like sucking or be penetrated by one. I just like to bang and lick her asses( I already had sex with 2 and I didn't even touch their cocks. not that's
be a problem, dont get me wrong )

I've realized the most guys here like to suck and beeing on bottom, so
I'd like to know if this has been aways there, or It rised-up after a long time?
And if the answear is the second option, how did you started to feel like it?