I feel a little bit funny - How did you feel the first time you seen a shemale.

In my late teen years I thought just the idea of trannies was gross. I was really into porn and was on the internet looking at porn sites (strictly straight porn at the time) almost everyday. One day, when I was about 21, I found this site that had all kinds of categories/niches. I tried a couple of different types but didn't like any of them. One day I decided to check out the shemale section out of curiosity, found a video, downloaded it and watched it. It was a video of a tranny at a bar stripping and dancing. I didn't like it even from the beginning because she seemed really clumsy and almost slipped off of a bar stool. Then, when I got to the part where was jerking off, I was slightly disgusted and wanted to stop the video but I was fascinated by it. She wasn't particularly attractive (in my opinion) which made it even worse.

About a couple of days later I decided to check out that section of the site again. I watched the same video again but this time found her cock to be slightly appealing. I later found some pictures of another girl who, for the first time ever, made me think "damn, I'd like to suck her dick". I tried finding those pictures again so I could show you but no such luck.

Ever since then I've grown more and more attracted to shemales. These days I fantasize about shemales more than biological women. I'm probably a little pickier than most of you about which shemales I find attractive. For me, she has to be very passable and have a very feminine face, body, and voice- the cock is just a bonus. I still get off on pictures/videos of "normal" girls but not as often as shemales.