I feel a little bit funny - How did you feel the first time you seen a shemale.

[Ogryn1313]

I'm sure the first time I saw one was in a porno movie. Started with a lovely woman laying there appearing to be masturbating. But the camera was close up on her torso and face. So you didn't quite see what she had below. And of course, when her man comes it it is a big surprise kind of deal. Typical porn cliche.
Up until her cock was revealed I was quite aroused. And once her true nature was revealed I was horrified.

Now, I don't want to hurt any girl's feelings here by what I say, for I mean no harm.

But back then, at that time, I was conditioned like most males. Women were right. Men or shemales were wrong. To like shemales and such is gay. Gay is wrong. Typical crap.

But I watched the porn a couple of more times. Each time I found myself getting more aroused. At one point even hard. I liked watching her stroke herself. To see him suck her. To watch her come.

But I felt horrible afterwards. I buried this memory for a long time. But being heavily interested in porn means one cannot truly ignore it. Even in porn mags you see lots of ads featuring shemales.

And so, as life went on, and other experiences, such as knowing a girl way back when I was a kid who may well have been a hermaphrodite, I began opening more. And eventually began seeking anything with shemales.

So, what began as horror and self-disgust blossomed into curiosity and respect, desire and longing.

I dont know about most guys. But I'd imagine many guys, regardless of how they came to know of them and discover them, probably had similar feelings.