Is there a sequence of events that you believe lead to your current sexual desires

[sissyneha]

hope u like them

[Naked Freedom]

nice pics sissyneha....
well as to the topic of the thread....
i had shared some of my experiences on this thread ....
http://forum.transladyboy.com/showthread.php?t=5047

[barry]

naked - you said on that other thread:

"but i cant even try to get hormones so as start the process of feminization....
since it wud cause trouble, and would put a lot of stress on my near and dear ones..... i think i wud have to bear this burden for the rest of my life."

that sums me up perfectly. i shave myself, wear the panties, the perfum the lotion but only in secret.

i am too deep in another life for this one to take over. as you said, those near and dear to me....

[kitty cox]

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Stacy! Do you like wearing my garter and nylons? Oh yes mistress! Would you like to put on some of my panties?

[kitty cox]

Step into these! Let me see, Now come here! Sit down on my lap and let me show you how to adjust your panties so that they drape on your body properly. A lady is constantly adjusting her lingerie. Now stand up!

[kitty cox]

Walk around let me see you in them! Now turn around, let me see the front! I can see that you really like my panties!

[kitty cox]

but sure can be fun



If you keep it Hard it will stay up like this!

[Naked Freedom]

Originally Posted by barry

naked - you said on that other thread:

"but i cant even try to get hormones so as start the process of feminization....
since it wud cause trouble, and would put a lot of stress on my near and dear ones..... i think i wud have to bear this burden for the rest of my life."

that sums me up perfectly. i shave myself, wear the panties, the perfum the lotion but only in secret.

i am too deep in another life for this one to take over. as you said, those near and dear to me....

we have to continue living our desires in secrecy and also continue our act in the society....i'm tired and sometimes frustrated over this dual life but i know there'll be no respite......

[simmo]

Thanks Kitty Cox for this thread , there's so much I can relate to .
I started to 'play' around 10 , but the single event that stands out
and changed everything happen when 12 .
I stole a girlie mag and invited an older schoolboy around to show it to him ,
He got very excited and pulled his cock out , it looked huge compared to mind ,he suddenly pushed me down on my knees and put he cock in my mouth and told me to 'suck it!' this was all new to me being my first time.
He came around to the house when no one was home and I continued to suck him off , then one day while I was sucking him he stopped me and pull me up . He told me to turn around and bend over , I then felt his cock pushing on my arse .
I asked him what was he doing , he said he wanted to fuck me! I did not know about arse fucking , this was again new to me! but I shut up and let him do it . I think he came before he got to far in and it was over quickly .
He left school at the end of that year , but told one of my classmates who came to the house during the school holidays and got me to suck him off .
I went back to school my classmate took me into the sports storeroom were he had some of his friends , who queued up behind him and waited their turn .
I met the older schoolboy years later and I asked him how did it all happen ?
he told me in the girlie mag there was a picture of a woman sucking a guy off and he wanted to know how that felt , so he got me to do it .

more later .....