Is there a sequence of events that you believe lead to your current sexual desires

[barry]

naked - you said on that other thread:

"but i cant even try to get hormones so as start the process of feminization....
since it wud cause trouble, and would put a lot of stress on my near and dear ones..... i think i wud have to bear this burden for the rest of my life."

that sums me up perfectly. i shave myself, wear the panties, the perfum the lotion but only in secret.

i am too deep in another life for this one to take over. as you said, those near and dear to me....