Married but into shemales?

[TSloverboid]

I'm married and have been cheating on my wife. I feel guilt. I am in a not too difficult position as we don;t have children together. I'm cheating because I have had feelings re: this for some time, I need a place to get away, I love sex and I'm being selfish. I am paying for the sex to help sooth my guilt. I fear getting caught as I have a comfortable life. I feel my wife and I are moving apart as all we seem to have in common lately is sex. I'm not sure where we're going or how we're getting there. She's made some large financial mistakes that will affect us for years. I am not very happy.