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[DeaconBlues]

Jenea,

This one is probably NOT going to be found here on this website but maybe you or someone else knows where I might find...

A REAL and factual description of the feelings and "first impressions" a male to female transitioner feels immediately after the gender reassignment surgery, not the breast augmentation, but the genital reconstruction part.

If I must offer and explaination then here it is, and it is the truth. I would like to write a FANTASY story that involves a male to female transition happening somewhere around 1990-1995. When I read a story, I really like to read accurate and factual things in the stories, I appreciate an author who "does their homework" and gets it right. So when I write, I feel compelled to do my homework, in hopes that any of my readers will recognize that even though I write only fiction, it is accurate fiction that they can really get into.

So what exactly I am looking for is... What does the new woman feel and think in the first minutes, hours, and days following the surgery? Do they typically come out from under the anesthesia and feel like their (now non-existant) penis is hurting? Numb down there? Throbbing pain? No pain but maybe very aware of the empty place? Have any REAL male to female transitioners put their experiences up on the internet somewhere?

How soon after the surgery are they able to safely have sexual intercourse? Does is usually feel bad? Good?

Also, what do they FEEL in their emotions when this is done? "Oh damn! No going back now!" - or maybe - "Finally! So happy to have this finished!" Or do they feel like they are on a hormone drive emotional roller coaster?