Hello from melissa carter

[Talvenada]

Originally Posted by TSmelissacarter

Well, honestly that was a bit confusing.

Let's keep it simple: I was a boy and lived a boy's life, and during that time fell in love with four women. Then things started changing. I felt my femininity. I realized this was going to be life-changing not some passing phase or fetish I could hide in the closet. As I began transition my preference changed too. I became very attracted to men, and was only interested in a relationship where I was the woman. No other bitch could have that role but me. And I rekindled my desire for love again, and found it with one man thus far.

Now let's not confuse romance with sex. I'm still bisexual and the right woman can still easily gain my attention. But that's about sex, not love. And my preference sexually is to be all woman to a strong dominant hetero male.

MEL,

Thanks for deciphering my trying to clarify my question, while I was trying not to be unintentionally insultive.

Having something very remotely similar in my past, that is that I'm bisexual, while only acting on the hetero side. I also was turned off and not attracted to men until I was 21.

You traveled down that road. At what point from where you started to CD to where you are now did you become attracted to men? What was your first CD experience--like lipstick only?