Loneliness

[Enoch Root]

Church? Not so good for me. There is nothing to do here. It is the typical suburb: static, soulless, boring. There is no sense of community. For reference listen to Rush's "Subdivisions."

This is all strange to me, being driven to this point emotionally. Its been there for a long time, just never quite like this. Frankly, I feel silly that feel the way I feel, but I am also terrified of the obvious possibilities in the future.