[guiltydreamer]

Originally Posted by tslust

Umm, I'm totally speachless. I'm going to be polite and not say what I'm thinking right now.

As for the OP, you say she knows about the porn, (Honestly we, and yes I'm including myself , usually assume that guys look at porn.) butt she doesn't know about your fondness of special girls. You can go two routes with this, you can either keep it to yourself, she doesn't necessarily need to know. Or you can try to talk to her. Either being blunt about it or work it in to gauge her reaction.

Don't hold back - post what's on your mind. I am not proud of my actions & behavior ( far from it) but am honest about it. I love my wife and care for her deeply but sexually my desires are not compatible with hers. I see TS girls for sex and only sex. I pay the requested fee happily. I am not looking for a LTR of any kind with any other person.
From my own experience, my wife is more hurt by her perception that I have been having sex with men ( her term, certainly not mine) and cannot begin to understand that I am physically attracted to a female with a penis. It is for this reason that I advocate secrecy and lying. It's totally fucked up I know, but it's done and I cannot undo it now.