Does my obsession come from control?

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When I'm with a woman I love to be the one in control. What makes the sex so amazing is when I'm with someone I really like and I know I can blow their mind.

I haven't been with a TS, I don't know even if I ever will but in my fantasy I'm always the sub and I think that might be why I feel the attraction in the first place.

Does anyone else know where I'm coming from?

Oh and does anyone have any videos that focus on ts telling you what to do?

Thanks.