Fed Up

[lebguy]

Well it's been so long since I had someone in my life. You may want to know when was the last time I dated someone. It's been 3 years. Yes, I haven't had a gf since summer 2005.

I got to a point where I am fed up with this. I can't be with someone and it's like I am being annoyed by the world. Did it ever happen to you to see couples holding hands or making out wherever you go. It sooo happens to me all the time, and the worst part I have people I know that have wonderful gfs and they go have some fun with other ones.

I am not really a demanding person really. Of course the look is an important fact but it's not all that counts for me, one of the most important things I look for in a girl is to be caring, frank, straightforward and of course romantic. I don't think this is much to ask is it??? Yet I am still lonely and we all pass in really hard times and although we have friends we need that special one with us just to cuddle us and be there for us and of course when I want these from my girl I will give her the same.

Sometimes I think it is meant for me to be alone, with no girl. I know it sounds stupid but when you're in this situation you'll feel the same.

BTW, when I'm talking about girls I mean all kind of girls including transexuals cause for me they go under girls too I don't differentiate.