the first time you went out as yourself

[stephanie4life]

Would any ladies like too share their experience at to the first time they came out of the house as the lady they are? My first time was when I was 23. I was so nervus but I decided it was time, so I got all shaved up, I had been wearing make up in secrete since I moved away from my parents and had read a lot of books and mags about it, so I think I did pretty good there. Put on a wig, so hip hugger pants and a top id bought that day. A pair of heel, and got in my car and drove around my city. I felt like I was somebody totally different, but I felt that this was who I was supposed to be. It was around 10 in the evening on a week night, I pulled into a gas station. Payed at the pump cause I was too chicken shit to go in, but there were still other people pumping gas. I felt like they were looking at me. I didn't know if they knew or if they was checking me out. After that I went home, but the next night I got made up again and went grocery shoping. I let my hair grow out and have looked back since.