First time i knew i was different.

[hankhavelock]

Originally Posted by Corny77

The first time i knew i was different was when i was 7 years old and my sister paid me $5.00 to have her do a make over on me. She dressed me up in a lil outfit and did my hair and make up. Got $5.00 for something i enjoyed!!

Then later on probably when i was 7 i would go into my moms room and lock the door and pretend to be watching tv and stuff...but really i would be trying to put on makeup and be putting on my mothers hosiery.

Later on into my teens i started to experiment with masturbation. I first started with regular stuff and then i would move on to more risky things i started to put things into my butt i started with markers, ends of tooth brushes, little things like that just to get the rush of that.

Then i entered high school and i started to really get into transexuality i never dressed up like a girl im not into that...i just watched transexual porn, i still remember the first shemale porn i watched...it was hentai and this chick grew a dick and i just kept watching that over and over again and never watched anything else after that, but i digress. But yeah i would constantly watch transexual porn have convo with them on chatboards.

now that im 18 i can finally live my fantasy and meet a "real" lady and enjoy it with another person.

I've only looked on craigslist on the personals but i think that kinda sketchy, i havnt gone to a club yet cus i feel ill only attract gay men. and i am not into that.

So if anyone is in mn and wanna hook up here i am.

Based on what you write it is not completely clear whether you consider yourself a trans or whether you just wish to be with a trans*girl.

I too, can you believe it, flirted with dressing up until it vividly dawned on me, that what I truly wanted was a trans*girl - not to dress up myself. I felt idiotic and wrong when i stood there with the female leather pants... so I gave up... until I finally got the point :-)

Go figure!

H