First time i knew i was different.

[hankhavelock]

Originally Posted by Corny77

The first time i knew i was different was when i was 7 years old and my sister paid me $5.00 to have her do a make over on me. She dressed me up in a lil outfit and did my hair and make up. Got $5.00 for something i enjoyed!!

Then later on probably when i was 7 i would go into my moms room and lock the door and pretend to be watching tv and stuff...but really i would be trying to put on makeup and be putting on my mothers hosiery.

Later on into my teens i started to experiment with masturbation. I first started with regular stuff and then i would move on to more risky things i started to put things into my butt i started with markers, ends of tooth brushes, little things like that just to get the rush of that.

Then i entered high school and i started to really get into transexuality i never dressed up like a girl im not into that...i just watched transexual porn, i still remember the first shemale porn i watched...it was hentai and this chick grew a dick and i just kept watching that over and over again and never watched anything else after that, but i digress. But yeah i would constantly watch transexual porn have convo with them on chatboards.

now that im 18 i can finally live my fantasy and meet a "real" lady and enjoy it with another person.

I've only looked on craigslist on the personals but i think that kinda sketchy, i havnt gone to a club yet cus i feel ill only attract gay men. and i am not into that.

So if anyone is in mn and wanna hook up here i am.

Based on what you write it is not completely clear whether you consider yourself a trans or whether you just wish to be with a trans*girl.

I too, can you believe it, flirted with dressing up until it vividly dawned on me, that what I truly wanted was a trans*girl - not to dress up myself. I felt idiotic and wrong when i stood there with the female leather pants... so I gave up... until I finally got the point :-)

Go figure!

H

[Corny77]

oh and for all you old dirty men looking at my myspace your not gonna find a transexual on there just a normal 18 year old with abnormal fantasies

[d332_dot_com]

I was having sex with my first gf in college- I started dressing a decade before then. (she looked like a young, thin drew barrymore). And in the dark, as I topped her, I thought: "civilizations were leveled for this?"

Two years later, I was under a middle-aged fellow penetrating me while dressed like a schoolgirl.

And I thought: "I've may have come across a new culture."

[jamielily73]

Originally Posted by d332_dot_com

I was having sex with my first gf in college- I started dressing a decade before then. (she looked like a young, thin drew barrymore). And in the dark, as I topped her, I thought: "civilizations were leveled for this?"

Two years later, I was under a middle-aged fellow penetrating me while dressed like a schoolgirl.

And I thought: "I've may have come across a new culture."

Wow.... that is one of the most honest comments i've ever heard!!! very refreshing!

[transjen]

I knew i was differnt when i was 6 i wished i was a girl
Jennifer

[connie]

Loved female clothes, and would dress up in my aunt's, mom's, sister's, cousin's clothes for as long as I can remember. It was always so exciting when I was a preteen and teen, before I was open about it, wearing stolen panties and hoping to not be caught.

[JenniferParisFan]

Originally Posted by hankhavelock

Based on what you write it is not completely clear whether you consider yourself a trans or whether you just wish to be with a trans*girl.

I too, can you believe it, flirted with dressing up until it vividly dawned on me, that what I truly wanted was a trans*girl - not to dress up myself. I felt idiotic and wrong when i stood there with the female leather pants... so I gave up... until I finally got the point :-)

Go figure!

H

I'm about the same as you Hank. When I was in junior high I used to mess around and wear my mom or sister's clothes whenever everyone was out of the house, but what I really wanted was to meet a trans*girl. However I've been a little too unlucky and timid for that matter to go out and try to meet some. But I'm still young so there's plenty of time for it to happen

[connie]

My cousin used to dress me in her clothes, she loved to make me up, complete with makeup. I could not have been but 8-12 years old when this started and went on. I would stay the weekend with them, and she would always have me sleep in her bed with her. As soon as we were playing in her room, off would go the boy clothes, and on would go the girl clothes. She was 4 years older then I, but so pretty, I wanted to be just like her. She would do makeup on my face, do my hair, paint my toenails and fingernails, the whole deal. No parents ever said anything about it, I guess so long as I didn't complain, and my mom didn't complain, it was okay. When we would go to bed, she would put me in a silky little nighty, or a babydoll. Just what any girl would wear to bed. We slept in the same bed for quite a long time.