How Did Your Love For Shemales Begin ?

[LadyboyJerker]

As I posted in my introduction:

I've started watching shemale porn one day as I downloaded a porn from a tracker by mistake, thinking it was straight. By surprise I understood that the girl in the video was a shemale, ladyboy etc. Don't know why but I started to think that I've made a big mistake watching it. Althought in my mind I loved it. But doesn't think something about sexual directions. I thought I'm turning gay or something but make the point that I'm watching and enjoying it because of the face and the boobs. Then I thought that I liked the combination of dick and a female. I've started watching masturbation videos of shemale while they're cumming on their belly. Started to wondering of their beauty bellies. Back then I hated and disrespected gay porn and actually the gays. Now I have twisted mind and don't think that is wrong. It's just love between men and their pleasure to make love. However, I'm still straight I think or I'm a bi? Never wanted and never want to watch gay porn to see the result by myself but now I want to see some and at the same time I'm twisted and think I'm gonna become gay by watching some and then boom. I'm gay. But I don't want this result. I'm wondering If I like it, am I still gonna like the straight porn. And in real life, I'm straight. I've never fucked a shemale or sucked a dick or anything. But I whouldn't mind If a shemale want some love.