Should I do Some Porn?

[hankhavelock]

Originally Posted by Bionca

This afternoon I was contacted by a guy who says that I can make about $1000 - $2000 / shoot or film. I talked to a friend and she says the amount it a bit on the top end, but attainable pretty easily - she also confirmed for me that the guy who contacted me was legit.

While I have a job, I also have crazy bills and debt (thanks to the ex). I can really use the money. I don't have a problem with porn or the gals who work in the industry. On the other hand, I'm not sure that is the direction I want my life to go. On the other other hand, guys assume I'm an escort because I'm trans* and don't look like Tootsie. So it's not like I don't already have to play around that assumption.

So - Yes you guys think I should do it (need the money)

Or- No you don't think I should do it (It would be hard to live it down)?

Missy B, for laughriotly crying out loud...

No you shouldn't... UNLESS you'd feel a warm turn-on deep inside yourself to do it. Are you an exhibitionist, honey bunny?

Would it make you feel more accepted? More sexy? More intelligent?

Stick to writing texts and jobs will come. I promise, they will. I'm working on it, baby!

It's NOT your style - unless, again, that it gives you a hard boner to think of yourself in that situation. But also consider the consequenses. Unless you become a super porn star, it will eventually be used against you by the vanilla world we live in.

Think twice!

You have a fabulous writing talent - a talent that is not based on neither your gender identificatain nor your sexual orientation, Missy B. And I'm just afraid that getting a bit of quick money here will jeopardize you credibility a little bit ahead.

Be decent and don't you, of all people, feast the fire of belief that transsexuality always ends in porn in spite of the fact that you are beautiful, darling. You can do it, surely, but think again.

H