T-girls/shemales were something I seemed to get into by accident, but I guess there was some untapped subliminal fascination building. I was 21 and I accidentally brought up a page (via The Hun, maybe -- can't remember) full of "chicks with dicks", as I'm sure that page described it. "This is wrong! This is ... hang on, wait a minute!!!" And it started there.
At first, I experienced a lot of trepidation, despite my interest. While undeniably attracted to these gorgeous creatures, years of social conditioning (and maybe repression in general) kinda held some of my imagination in check. I could happily look at pictures and videos, but there was something inherently "weird" (or so I felt back then) to imagining anal sex or some good ol' fashioned cock sucking. Or, at the very least, dwelling on it too long.
It took a while for that prejudiced, insular view to shift, but every day chipped at the wall of my self-consciousness till my mind finally set itself free. Now, it is rampantly good to imagine just about anything and everything. I am very glad to have this deep and unusual interest -- and I'm sure that that goes for the rest of us.
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The world is not to be divided into sheep and goats … The living world is a continuum in each and every one of its aspects. -- Alfred Kinsey
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