dream came true - now what

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thats part of the issue. the bit of society i come from will never understand the tgirl thing - they just wont. old fashioned, stuck (but happy and content) in their ways etc etc. without doubt they would see this girl as an asian escort or thai bride and no matter how nice she is, and she is very very nice, she would never be accepted as any kind of equal. and if they knew she is a boy - just no chance at all.

in the end all i can be is a godfather type with what i hope will be a happy history but it can never develop into a true relationship

so how does that square with the 'dream come true'...my point was that guys like me dream one day of meeting the perfect girl, which i have done, and did so unintentionally - we just clicked - and we think we know what will happen next, but then it happens and i havent a clue what to do next except to try to make the most of it, be absolutely honest, which i have, and try not to lead her into any false hopes - so given that why on earth would she still be keen!