How Did Your Love For Shemales Begin ?

when i was 15, i was watching a video at my cousins home but at the begining of the film there was some trailers of some films and then i saw a shemale film trailer and i got so excited. I was playing with my cousins some soft sex games so i wasn't a stranger of that kind of things and i start to interest about shemales and start to buy some cd 's about shemales.
And now i can say i became a shemale addict and i love them. i m not gay, i just love sex and live it everyway but i am attracted by shemales more than girls.