Does liking shemales make you gay?

[tgirl virgin]

Actually, it was last year, that someone posted a picture of a beautiful girl in a forum. Then I realized it came from a shemale site, so my brain told me to be turned off, although my "other brain" got turned on. I did not want to admit
the picture turned me on. That would make me a queer. (pardon the expression)

But as time went by, I got tired, and could not get turned on much anymore, I thought my sex drive was gone. I look at porn and jerked off all the time (I was never lucky getting laid, except a few times) but then I got tired of porn. I had no interest in sex. And I felt bad, because it would suck if my equipment died.

Then I was looking at porn again, and was directed at a shemale site. I was going to close the window, but one "girl" looked really cute, and I thought "if only she didn't have a dick" But, she had such a sweet face, and I guess I quit letting the fact she had a dick bother me. In fact, I wanted to suck it, to make her happy. Who cares if it's gay?? I still like pussy, don't get me wrong, but if the person turns me on, (feminine and pretty and sweet looking) I'll do them if given the chance.

What amazes me is that these shemales look so much like women, you would swear they were, until you saw their penises.

Now, if i had a hot shemale, ladyboy, etc, I'd suck them dry all of the time, just to hear them moan and groan in ecstasy, because to make them cum would get me off. I'd even fuck their ass, and maybe, let them do me. As long as they did not tear up my ass (oh, how embarrassing to go to the hospital like that)
Also, being in a small town, people would give me hell about it.
I am new here, but belong to 2 other shemale forums.