young boy desperatly want to be a shemale

[twistedone]

Good advice is given here. Be sure that it is something you absolutely want, any changes you make is permanent and can't be reversed. As an added measure, start dressing as a woman and going public dressed as a woman. Do everything in public any other woman would do. If you decide you want to experiment with sex dressed as a woman, protect yourself from STDs (Sexually Transmitted Disease).

I have heard stories of people having SRS (Sexual Reassignment Surgery) then later regretting it.

If you find that what your feeling is not a passing phase, but something that will increase your level of happiness in life, then by all means take the steps needed to complete your transformation.