What if you were the TS?

[hankhavelock]

Originally Posted by ts_lover

Ever thought about how it would be if you were one of the shemales? When you wear the female clothes, got your tits and get fucked, or fuck a girl, or a shemale? It makes me hot when i think about it. Being in female clothes and "play" the shemale/girl.

What about you?

Your fascination is very normal - it's called "trans-fetischism". In your case blended in with "trans-lesbianism". I kid you not. And it's fine and funky.

As I've stated in another thread here I actually started out flirting with the idea - I always felt a bit akward about it in the sense that it was NOT what I really wanted, though. I felt that something substantial was missing.

And what for me was missing, of course, was a transsexual lover :-)

Once I realized that, everything became clear. Strangely I sort of forgot a bit about all this until I moved to where it's at and engaged in my first relationship with a transsexual woman.

Personally, I've never since then had any particular drive towards dressing up - maybe in some VERY gayish situations, but dressing as a woman with a fab evening make-up would make me feel out of my tree... :-) And trust me, I've had my chances... half of my lovers here are make-up artists...

I've been in this fascinating scenario for about three years now, and I've never regretted a second. I've learned that the "fear of being called gay" is very strong among certain socalled trans-lovers. I've also learned that on the other hand some trans-lovers do indeed have an urge within themselves - maybe that's part of what makes them dig it all! Maybe that's even part of me. I wonder...

Your posting has made me think!

Thank you!

H