Castration - Yes or No?

[robertloft168]

you already know the answer if you have to ask the question.
my guess is you work with people who only want to control you, and anyone else they can. i worked with a control freak a couple of years ago. he was my boss in a restaurant, and when he offered me a higher job i turned him down. he reacted by beating me up and nearly killing me.
my advice is get out now. forget castration; forget the job. get out.
if, later down the line, you want certain things and want to do it on your own terms, then that's up to you - good luck. it's one of those big decisions in life that can wait until you are in a safe and non-manipulative environment.
until then, get out and be safe.