I finally did it !(lost my virginity as a girl)

[franalexes]

Originally Posted by ila

Fran, I agree with you. The OP's experience looks to me more like abuse than anything else. I would advise the OP to not go back to the same person as it is just a power trip and a feeling of superiority for him as well as just thinking of himself and his sexual gratification only.

I urge the OP to look for someone that will treat her with respect; don't settle for anything less than someone that will respect you and be concerned about your feelings, needs, and wants. It may not be easy to find such a person, but in the end you will respect yourself and feel good about yourself.

It strikes me Ila that whoever gets you will loose their heart.