Camilla de Castro (20-April-1979 - 26-July-2005)

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Originally Posted by CreativeMind

I think that adds to the sadness of this story. I read in various places that she was in a dazed or drug induced state as well, and that's when "something" went wrong and she fell to her death. Now, whether she was actually suicidal that day (and none of her real life friends suspected it) and she jumped on purpose OR whether she simply entered into a party girl lifestyle from doing porn and got high that day, and then simply wandered too close to the ledge and accidentally fell is something we'll never know.

But it is a sad loss for sure, as is any life that gets taken away. From her photos, she was beautiful beyond words and I think we'd all like to believe that IF you had a chance to know her...and IF you had seen her becoming so sad about life (to the point of becoming suicidal) or saw her getting involved in drugs...that you would have given anything for a chance to step in and help her right her life...someway, somehow...so she'd still be with us today.

These are beautiful, meaningful words here, CM... Something's telling me if she had access to internet up there and she could read them, it would really warm her soul and probably bring tears to her eyes (of emotion more than sadness)... No doubt she regrets what she did

There isn't much I can add here except that I hope the Angels are nice to her up there and that they keep from showing how much jealous of her beauty they must be...