wanna have one?

[tlover]

By the way foxy i do love to fantasize and know i go on a lot about big cocks, legs, tits etc its all part of my fantasize, sex is great fun.
But i do know whats much more important is the person, respect for each other whatever our gender, we are all human beings at the end of it.
i'm getting all soppy now.

thank you for enlightening us foxy.

unfortunately for me i'm not even yet of age to make such decesions on my own..

i would like to share something though, my thoughts currently boggeling my mind.

today i went out with my homies to the movies. i literally forgot how many beutiful females there are in the world. there were so many amazing girls there, perfect bodies and everything... just really amazing..me and my homies were all scoping out the girls and shit, every one of them that passed we checked out their asses and shit and we had a good time.

where am i going with this? well.. there were couples there with these cute girls and just really beutiful girls, damn it's so hard to explain.. rediculously cute girls.. and i just saw them and i was like "damn, that would be something to have a cute little thing like that by my side"

we watched a scary movie and i kept thinking to myself, it would be so awesome if i had a girl by my side holding on to me on the scary parts and shit, hugging me through the movie, and i would hold her so she wouldn't get so scared!

so i don't know where i'm going with this really but i guess what i want to say is that perhaps my fascination with ladyboys is just all in my mind.. i don't really know what the hell i'm talking about lol whatever i'm so confused.

sometimes i think that this fascination for tgirls comes from my lack of contact with females. i havn't had a girlfriend for a while... so my mind brews up these thoughts about tgirls and stuff..

damn wtf none of that made sense?
i need a girlfriend

and one last thing.. maybe i really don't want a ladyboy to be my love? maybe i do... i don't know shit right now.. but i noticed i'm really different than most of the guys here.. most everyone here likes to be anally penetrated and stuff like that.. i would rather not.. infact i would hate it. i don't like to dress up like a girl, or even think about it. so perhaps tgirls are not for me? I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING RIGHT NOW!!!! FUCK

i can't write down what i'm trying to say... one would have to dig into my brain and figure it out.. becuase when i think of it, it makes perfect sense to me. but when i try to write it down it makes no sense!!!

[tlover]

Originally Posted by guest

thank you for enlightening us foxy.

unfortunately for me i'm not even yet of age to make such decesions on my own..

i would like to share something though, my thoughts currently boggeling my mind.

today i went out with my homies to the movies. i literally forgot how many beutiful females there are in the world. there were so many amazing girls there, perfect bodies and everything... just really amazing..me and my homies were all scoping out the girls and shit, every one of them that passed we checked out their asses and shit and we had a good time.

where am i going with this? well.. there were couples there with these cute girls and just really beutiful girls, damn it's so hard to explain.. rediculously cute girls.. and i just saw them and i was like "damn, that would be something to have a cute little thing like that by my side"

we watched a scary movie and i kept thinking to myself, it would be so awesome if i had a girl by my side holding on to me on the scary parts and shit, hugging me through the movie, and i would hold her so she wouldn't get so scared!

so i don't know where i'm going with this really but i guess what i want to say is that perhaps my fascination with ladyboys is just all in my mind.. i don't really know what the hell i'm talking about lol whatever i'm so confused.

sometimes i think that this fascination for tgirls comes from my lack of contact with females. i havn't had a girlfriend for a while... so my mind brews up these thoughts about tgirls and stuff..

damn wtf none of that made sense?
i need a girlfriend

and one last thing.. maybe i really don't want a ladyboy to be my love? maybe i do... i don't know shit right now.. but i noticed i'm really different than most of the guys here.. most everyone here likes to be anally penetrated and stuff like that.. i would rather not.. infact i would hate it. i don't like to dress up like a girl, or even think about it. so perhaps tgirls are not for me? I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING RIGHT NOW!!!! FUCK

i can't write down what i'm trying to say... one would have to dig into my brain and figure it out.. becuase when i think of it, it makes perfect sense to me. but when i try to write it down it makes no sense!!!

pal,
I think you at that age where your hormones are all over the place ruling your life your every thought, we all go through it, and your not really sure about your sexuality, personal i think every guy has a bit of a fascination with the cock, your just the same but you admit to it, at least to us.
Don't worry about it, you will eventually come out the other side knowing a bit more about your sexuality, it just may not be conventual, but so what.
i don't think anyone is totally straight, bi, or gay.
Personally i been through lots of different fazes in my life fancying all types of sex, and experiences, and i think everyone dose but very few admit to t.
i manly like conventual straight sex with girls this is what i enjoy most, this is my tgirl stage, ive never been into cross dressing, foot fetish or that kind of thing tough, but some people are, so what it's a free world,
i think you need to concentrate more on getting a girl, mabey you will know more about your sexually at the end of it.
good luck mate, and chill out man. :D
ive just thought of an interesting post now.

[foxyathena]

wow guys thank you for giving comments to what i write here. OKay im going to respond to say about it in one page is that okay? hehehe well doesnt matter i will write lol. first of all, what i write here is not just about getting involve in a serious relationship alone, basically its about finding who you really are, what you like and what you want. Its about answering the question " whats the craziest and liberating things you ever done lately or maybe in your life." I dont have much money too, my work can only pay bills, but i still do hope that one day i can go travel and find some adventures, something i havent done before but i wanted to pursue becoz some forces are keep pushing towards to that direction. Finding what makes me really happy, it can be a confusing part of life, yes, i understand and everybody experience the same thing. I am just like you guys, and im just like everybody else in this world. I am hot, sexy, up for some adventures, but hey do i wanna grow old like that? not doing something for the sake of my own happiness. I didnt write this to change what your beliefs or even to change your mind about the things you guys talked about in this site. This site is intended for some guys who wanted to explore the real meaning of life and have fun, nevertheless its still a place of "endless possibilities" for some, sorry if i hit anyone of you with that. The reason why i post this is to remind you guys, reality are way better than just possibilities and you know what, im gonna do everything whatever it takes for me to make those possibilities a realities love you guys... you make me feel so good with all your response to my post makes me inspired...

[gizmo]

Originally Posted by foxyathena

wow guys thank you for giving comments to what i write here. OKay im going to respond to say about it in one page is that okay? hehehe well doesnt matter i will write lol. first of all, what i write here is not just about getting involve in a serious relationship alone, basically its about finding who you really are, what you like and what you want. Its about answering the question " whats the craziest and liberating things you ever done lately or maybe in your life." I dont have much money too, my work can only pay bills, but i still do hope that one day i can go travel and find some adventures, something i havent done before but i wanted to pursue becoz some forces are keep pushing towards to that direction. Finding what makes me really happy, it can be a confusing part of life, yes, i understand and everybody experience the same thing. I am just like you guys, and im just like everybody else in this world. I am hot, sexy, up for some adventures, but hey do i wanna grow old like that? not doing something for the sake of my own happiness. I didnt write this to change what your beliefs or even to change your mind about the things you guys talked about in this site. This site is intended for some guys who wanted to explore the real meaning of life and have fun, nevertheless its still a place of "endless possibilities" for some, sorry if i hit anyone of you with that. The reason why i post this is to remind you guys, reality are way better than just possibilities and you know what, im gonna do everything whatever it takes for me to make those possibilities a realities love you guys... you make me feel so good with all your response to my post makes me inspired...

This is one of the most intelligent, and heartfelt statement's I've
read on here, Athena, I hope you find everything in life that you
wish for, you deserve to be happy, just like everyone else!
I have a LB. that I visit regularly in Thailand
and I hope to one day live out my life, with her!
Will it happen? I dont know, but I will do my best to make it!

[Ogryn1313]

Originally Posted by foxyathena

wow guys thank you for giving comments to what i write here. OKay im going to respond to say about it in one page is that okay? hehehe well doesnt matter i will write lol. first of all, what i write here is not just about getting involve in a serious relationship alone, basically its about finding who you really are, what you like and what you want. Its about answering the question " whats the craziest and liberating things you ever done lately or maybe in your life." I dont have much money too, my work can only pay bills, but i still do hope that one day i can go travel and find some adventures, something i havent done before but i wanted to pursue becoz some forces are keep pushing towards to that direction. Finding what makes me really happy, it can be a confusing part of life, yes, i understand and everybody experience the same thing. I am just like you guys, and im just like everybody else in this world. I am hot, sexy, up for some adventures, but hey do i wanna grow old like that? not doing something for the sake of my own happiness. I didnt write this to change what your beliefs or even to change your mind about the things you guys talked about in this site. This site is intended for some guys who wanted to explore the real meaning of life and have fun, nevertheless its still a place of "endless possibilities" for some, sorry if i hit anyone of you with that. The reason why i post this is to remind you guys, reality are way better than just possibilities and you know what, im gonna do everything whatever it takes for me to make those possibilities a realities love you guys... you make me feel so good with all your response to my post makes me inspired...

What you have posted is the kind of thing I am looking for. Inspirational, educational. Though we don't know each other or will ever meet such an intelligent and heartfelt post in a way forms a connection with you. My purpose on this site or online in general is not about some small sexual proclivity. It's about learning and experiencing. So your post contributes to that more than simply looking at sexy pics or such.
I'm reminded of an annoying cliche my mother threw about alot. "Life is what you make it." All my life I had a ready dismissive counter to it. "You can't make something out of nothing." To me one needs resources to do what they want and to find happiness. Aristotle wrote that happiness comes from both internal and external sources. It seems happiness is dependent on the too. So when one wants to find happines and the endless possibilities you speak of, it seems you will need external sources for it. All too often these sources require significant sums of money. I'm pessimistic perhaps. Used to doing things in a process. And if a component is lacking then the process cannot be completed.

[foxyathena]

well i just hope that being a little smart is not too intimidating to other guys here. I know there are some guys who are intimidated with their partner if its smarter than them, like just what other says too smart and intelligent are boring. is it true?

[hankhavelock]

It seems that some times (or probably more often than not) we're all good at finding excuses of NOT doing what we really want to. Regarding ladyboys I can of course understand that for a married guy with wife and kids living half way around the globe a sudden urge or wish to actually meet a ladyboy can be complicated - let alone having a long-term-relationship with her.

On top of that is the bias in most societies against such "weird" connections. And even though I do neither respect nor approve of such biases I do, how ever, understand why some guys feel they have to be in a closet or even not live out their dream.

That said, I agree with Foxyathena's points. But that's easy for me say - I actually live in South East Asia and I'm virtually surrounded by real-life, sweet and gorgeous m2f transsexuals. All I had to do was reach out.

Which I did - and that was probably the most important step I ever took. Less than a week after my initial "reaching-out" I was in a relationship with a fabulous transgender woman. We're not lovers any more, but she is today my best friend here (we live 100 meters from each other) and through her I was introduced to the amazing world of transsexuality.

Now, more than two years later, I'm in a relationship with another transsexual woman - and it's a serious relationship. That's where I belong and I praise God for giving me the kick it took to make my move from fantasy to reality.

I know many wonderful, sweet, sexy and intelligent transsexual women here in Asia who are truly frustrated that it is so hard to find a man who REALLY wants them. They want what so many women want: A loving relationship as the wives of guys who respect and love them all the way. Unfortunately, due to the circumstances mentioned above, that's a far-fetched dream for many - and a dream that it may be very hard to reach.

"Fortune favours the bold..." is a saying I heard some where. And it holds truth. Another nice slogan is: "If you reach for the stars you may not quite get one... but you won't come up with a handful of mud either..."

So for you guys who at least have some kind of opportunity to meet a ladyboy in-real-life, go for it! You may find out that this is merely a sexual fantasy, fair enough. On the other hand, you may also completely fall in love as you realize the depths, the pain, the joy and the almost poetic courage that are aspects of transsexual existence. I know I did... and boy, am I glad I did..

Best wishes to you all!

Peace!

Hank

[Ogryn1313]

Originally Posted by foxyathena

well i just hope that being a little smart is not too intimidating to other guys here. I know there are some guys who are intimidated with their partner if its smarter than them, like just what other says too smart and intelligent are boring. is it true?

Ah, not a worry for me. I've yet to run into a chick who can match my wits. I'm so full of myself lol! Eh, not really.

[giancarlo]

Originally Posted by foxyathena

well i just hope that being a little smart is not too intimidating to other guys here. I know there are some guys who are intimidated with their partner if its smarter than them, like just what other says too smart and intelligent are boring. is it true?

Some are, some aren't. It depends on every couple.

[warblade]

Yeah you are right we are so worry about of the "WHAT IF" factor instead of taking a risk one in while!