Does your girlfriend or wifes know about how much you like shemales?

[guiltydreamer]

I have ashemale obsession that I cannot control at times. My wife does not know. I hide DVDs in the house and keep my pics on a USB drive. I never leave shemale (or other) porn on any computer HD - way too risky. I hate living double life andmaintaining a level of deceit that cheats those I love, but in truth, I would prefer to leave my marriage and live alone with my fantasy life- but that is so selfish and pathetic and self regarding. How can I live a happy life this way?