Femboys your thing?

[kitty cox]

I think this is where it was cemented in my DNA; when I was fourteen I befriended a 13-year-old male friend. I had several playful events with other boys before like the first and most memorable event was when I was in an elementary Catholic school. All of the students were put in the cafeteria with the lights turned off so we could view a movie; the male student that was sitting to my right asked me if I wanted to play a game? We must of been about nine or ten. I asked him what kind of game and he described the game as follows, He said each of us unzips each others pants with one hand and then pulls the other guys dick out, He added a question, he said what kind of underwear was I wearing? And I answered regular underpants! He then asked if they had a fly? And I replied yes! He said there was one other rule that you had to pull out the other guy's dick through the fly! Then he said look I will show you! He then reached over with his left hand and fumbled around until he got a hold of my zipper-tab and then he pulled down my zipper and reached in the unzipped fly and started fumbling around like he was in unfamiliar territory; I am now sure he just wanted a good feel, he found the fly flap of my briefs and fingered his way in until he had his hands on my little package and then he pulled my dick out of both the flap of my underwear and my zipper opening. He asked isn't that fun? I said yes! He said OK then put yours back in and zip your pants and we can begin. So I did and we began. He reminded me that it would not be a good thing if we got caught so I should use my right hand. I remember unzipping him and reaching in and feeling him up through his underwear and then going in the fly of his underpants and getting my first feel of another boys cock and balls while he was basically feeling me up and I was hooked. We went through that entire movie playing different variations of the same game he had a much larger cock then I did and almost immediately we were hard so I was surprised that I always won and got his out first. Looking back on this I would bet my bottom dollar that he had a "uncle" that taught him that game. Anyway we agreed to meet in the third floor boys bathroom after the movie and we showed each other our cocks, that is when I found out that he was uncircumcised and I remember thinking that it may have been because he was African-American because I had never seen one like that before but this 13 year old boy that I met when I was 14 was the one that cemented my desire for small breasted (just budding) Tgirls. We were both going through adolescence and the Girls were making us salivate but neither of us were going to get anything more then a good tease out of the girls, but I also had a crush on this very feminine little blond 13 year old boy and I told him that I new he wanted a girl just as much as I did and I would give him a blow job and he could just close his eyes and act as if I was a girl doing it to Him. He said OK and I went to my knees instantly he started to unbuckle his belt and I stopped him and said it would be more like a girl was doing it if he let me do it, so he said OK! The truth was that on one of my other encounter with another boy when I was eleven had me addicted to unwrapping the object of my desire, the act of unbuckling his belt, then the top button of his pants, then down came the zipper, then peeling open the unzipped fly, then a deep inhale of his freed aroma, then the kissing of his penis and balls through his underwear then mouthing and lightly nibbling his prick until I would hook my fingers in the elastic waistband of his underpants pull them down as his ever hard cock pointed strait at my wide open mouth, I would drop my wide open mouth down on his throbbing cock caressed only with my moist, fever-hot breath until I would close my wet soft lips on the base of his hairless balls and then begin the slow teasing slide up his hot throbbing shaft, I would repeat this over and over until eventually he matured enough to explode a sweat load of hot cream for my reward for a job well done. We did this almost every school night and all day and night long during the long summer. I pushed him and he eventually let me suck his nipples and I use to say to him, can I suck your pussy when I wanted to suck his cock, I asked him if he liked girls' panties? He said yes but I could not get him to put on a pair before we would meet but he would let me drape them over his cock and balls and suck him through them. At last his family moved away and I never had a desire to have sex with man or boy again I can honestly say I have never looked at a member of my same sex man or boy and felt any attraction sexual or otherwise but a shemale with freshly budding breast has all of my juices flowing

[kitty cox]

Please see my last post of October 4th 09 Where I tell of how I believe their were many thing that reinforced my strong desire for a very feminine looking boyish girl with little developing breast with puffy nipples that turns my fire up like nothing else. please post the things that you remember from an early age that feed your desire for these beauties and please keep the pictures coming they are so cute now I have to change my panties again

[not2old]

Originally Posted by kitty cox

Please see my last post of October 4th 09 Where I tell of how I believe their were many thing that reinforced my strong desire for a very feminine looking boyish girl with little developing breast with puffy nipples that turns my fire up like nothing else. please post the things that you remember from an early age that feed your desire for these beauties and please keep the pictures coming they are so cute now I have to change my panties again

That post of 10/4 was most interesting. I have nothing from an early age to recount. My interest began somewhat later in life.
Anyway, here's an anonymous but pretty cute femboy who might appeal.

[Percival]

Originally Posted by kitty cox

I have one I call pretty baby, I will try to attach them let me Know if she makes your panties wet.

Yes yes Yes, I know, her name is Anne, and I've tried to find her! I know that Frank's Tgirls has a picture of her so I'm assuming he knows where she is, but I've tried to join Frank's and for some computer reason I kept getting shut out. If anybody knows where to contact her, PLEASE tell me because I'll be in Thailand in two weeks. Thanks, and thanks for posting her pictures. She's the best.

[EdwardSinclair]

Originally Posted by kitty cox

I think this is where it was cemented in my DNA; when I was fourteen I befriended a 13-year-old male friend. I had several playful events with other boys before like the first and most memorable event was when I was in an elementary Catholic school. All of the students were put in the cafeteria with the lights turned off so we could view a movie; the male student that was sitting to my right asked me if I wanted to play a game? We must of been about nine or ten. I asked him what kind of game and he described the game as follows, He said each of us unzips each others pants with one hand and then pulls the other guys dick out, He added a question, he said what kind of underwear was I wearing? And I answered regular underpants! He then asked if they had a fly? And I replied yes! He said there was one other rule that you had to pull out the other guy’s dick through the fly! Then he said look I will show you! He then reached over with his left hand and fumbled around until he got a hold of my zipper-tab and then he pulled down my zipper and reached in the unzipped fly and started fumbling around like he was in unfamiliar territory; I am now sure he just wanted a good feel, he found the fly flap of my briefs and fingered his way in until he had his hands on my little package and then he pulled my dick out of both the flap of my underwear and my zipper opening. He asked isn’t that fun? I said yes! He said OK then put yours back in and zip your pants and we can begin. So I did and we began. He reminded me that it would not be a good thing if we got caught so I should use my right hand. I remember unzipping him and reaching in and feeling him up through his underwear and then going in the fly of his underpants and getting my first feel of another boys cock and balls while he was basically feeling me up and I was hooked. We went through that entire movie playing different variations of the same game he had a much larger cock then I did and almost immediately we were hard so I was surprised that I always won and got his out first. Looking back on this I would bet my bottom dollar that he had a “uncle” that taught him that game. Anyway we agreed to meet in the third floor boys bathroom after the movie and we showed each other our cocks, that is when I found out that he was uncircumcised and I remember thinking that it may have been because he was African-American because I had never seen one like that before but this 13 year old boy that I met when I was 14 was the one that cemented my desire for small breasted (just budding) Tgirls. We were both going through adolescence and the Girls were making us salivate but neither of us were going to get anything more then a good tease out of the girls, but I also had a crush on this very feminine little blond 13 year old boy and I told him that I new he wanted a girl just as much as I did and I would give him a blow job and he could just close his eyes and act as if I was a girl doing it to Him. He said OK and I went to my knees instantly he started to unbuckle his belt and I stopped him and said it would be more like a girl was doing it if he let me do it, so he said OK! The truth was that on one of my other encounter with another boy when I was eleven had me addicted to unwrapping the object of my desire, the act of unbuckling his belt, then the top button of his pants, then down came the zipper, then peeling open the unzipped fly, then a deep inhale of his freed aroma, then the kissing of his penis and balls through his underwear then mouthing and lightly nibbling his prick until I would hook my fingers in the elastic waistband of his underpants pull them down as his ever hard cock pointed strait at my wide open mouth, I would drop my wide open mouth down on his throbbing cock caressed only with my moist, fever-hot breath until I would close my wet soft lips on the base of his hairless balls and then begin the slow teasing slide up his hot throbbing shaft, I would repeat this over and over until eventually he matured enough to explode a sweat load of hot cream for my reward for a job well done. We did this almost every school night and all day and night long during the long summer. I pushed him and he eventually let me suck his nipples and I use to say to him, can I suck your pussy when I wanted to suck his cock, I asked him if he liked girls’ panties? He said yes but I could not get him to put on a pair before we would meet but he would let me drape them over his cock and balls and suck him through them. At last his family moved away and I never had a desire to have sex with man or boy again I can honestly say I have never looked at a member of my same sex man or boy and felt any attraction sexual or otherwise but a shemale with freshly budding breast has all of my juices flowing

Any chance you could add a few paragraphs to this, for easier reading?
I just can't believe how young you were when you had all these experiences, these memories don't affect you today?
I don't know if there is a thread for this kind of thing, but this would be nice in a new thread.

[kitty cox]

Originally Posted by EdwardSinclair

Any chance you could add a few paragraphs to this, for easier reading?
I just can't believe how young you were when you had all these experiences, these memories don't affect you today?
I don't know if there is a thread for this kind of thing, but this would be nice in a new thread.

Yes there is a thread. I started a thread with the question. Is there a sequence of events that you believe lead to your current sexual desires? It is at the following link http://forum.transladyboy.com/showthread.php?t=6825 I really wanted to hear from all the many people that are attracted to this genre, and I know there is a multitude of experiences that would help us all to identify with each other by drawing from each other's experiences. I mostly wanted stories from everyone's developmental years but some find their true desires later than I did so all are welcome and appreciated. The thread started out very well, I tried to share openly and honestly, several others joined in the discussion, and I looked around for some interesting people that I was sure would really add to the vast scope of experiences. I had warned the people that shared so generously that we had been lucky at that point because we had not yet, been visited by anyone with harsh assessments but this did not mean it would not happen at some point in the future. Then I invited one person that shall remain unnamed, they took offence. I believe they thought I was labeling them as a particular type in this vast genre of ours and told me that they were insulted by me inviting them to share their experience. I still believe that this person could have shed so much light and wisdom on so many areas and different levels far different than my own. Sadly, it started a whole group of people to add their views on this persons comment, and I am afraid that because of her harsh comments most people are afraid to disclose these intimate and personal details on this thread for fear of the insulting and alienation the comments caused. I told this person that I had only addressed them with complementary and flattering language and that they were invited to share their honest sexually developmental memories (whatever, they may be) in the invite I had also asked her if she could find it in herself to share her life journey, on her own thread because this person had taken the brave step to become the women that she felt she should have been born into. She had probably started taking hormones because she was living as a woman and had developed very beautifully, and even though I will never take that path, I am sure there are plenty that visit this site that would love to hear the ins and outs, the ups and downs, the rewards and pains of the journey but sadly every post to the thread after that only served to undermine the safety that people need when sharing the intimate details of their life. I have shared most of the key events that set me on my path. Sometimes when others had shared their own experiences it would remind me of something that I had left out. I also have very vivid memories of my early years, and before I posted to this site I had worked on compiling them chronologically. That is just the way I am I need to know why I have these desires that are so different from the general population. I would love to have a few brave sole's post to the Thread. I had planned to post again, but we really need a fresh start with someone's honest memories of the many things that have started and then reinforced their sexual desires. If you have any questions about my experiences and postings I would be glad to exchange thoughts with you. Thank you for taking interest in this subject, and if you can find it in yourself to share any honest memories, like wear it all started? What were your earliest memories? When did you realize that your desires were different from others? Did it take place in an instant or did it build through the years? What reinforced the desires? I am sure they would be a valuable edition to the Thread and may get the whole thing fired up again. Kitty Cox