Married but into shemales?

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I'm married and strongly attracted to T-girls as well as feminine gay men. No, my wife doesn't know. But then, I have yet to have sex with a T-girl and last had sex with a guy 25 - 30 years ago. Because of my job (medical social worker) I've met several pre-op T-girls but have to keep a professional distance. (Which is difficult at times.) Don't know when or even if I'll ever fulfill the fantasy because I tend to put friendship and connection first over sex first. And I have little interest in a professional.