my first time w/ trans

[ocinteeni]

Originally Posted by Bionca

I'm also glad you realize this for what it was - a learning experience. I'm also glad that you are processing what happened and are not (particularly) freaking out. I am a little weirded out about the "painting" of your dick. If there is even the remotest hint that a date would turn into sex, my stuff was clean. I just can't imagine not taking care of that bit.

is the "painting" of my dick what i said when i mentioned the too much information part? And I know it seams like im picky about the hair, and i understand that girls regardless if trans or genetic get hair in those places sometimes but they are properly groomed, ya know? But the reason why it made an impact on me is because it made her out to be strictly just CD not actually a practicing full time transexual, and I am just not attracted to part time CD's that are CD just for sex and thats the impression I was left with.

Thanks for your input though, it feels way better to talk to people about it that are more understanding, which my friends are but they still are not ideal because they still think its weird and guy friends will really pick on you for stuff like this.