Married but into shemales?

[Vanillas]

Well, I would imagine that, by now, you know that your situation is not unique. There are many posters here that are married and into shemales. And, like you, most of them keep it as a guarded secret from their wives and families. Of course your situation IS unique in the sense that it is YOUR situation. There is a private and existential place in each of us. And among married men who crave shemales, we are unique only in our attitudes and choices. That said, let me share mine.

I am in what is often referred to as an "open marriage." By mutual agreement with my wife of 20 years each of us can have sex with anyone we want. But the ironic thing is that neither one of us does, including with each other. Thus what may sound like the best situation a man could hope for means very little. We also live in separate levels of the same house. I seldom even masturbate. Part of my dearth of sexual activity is due to age and medication. But I can't help feeling that the lion's share of the reason is that, in the absence of some form of prohibition (if only the risk of getting caught jacking off), sex simply isn't enticing. It reminds me of a Woody Allen joke. Question: Is sex dirty? Answer: It is if you do it right.

Yet, I am on this sight virtually every night, writing threads or posts and downloading pictures of sexy young T-Girls. And I believe the reason they attract me so is that they are clearly beyond my grasp. I mean, Who am I kidding, the chances of me having sex with such a person - outside of an internet pay site - are virtually nil. Thus, unlike masturbation and "normal" sex, they have that unapproachable, forbidden quality that ALL sex used to have. I guess its true what I've been told, I really AM still a Catholic.