My first time here, and my confusion

[new believer]

Originally Posted by Phenom99

This is my first time posting here, and to be honest, i've been very confused for the past few days.

I have never had feelings for anyone else but a typical female. A few days ago i downloaded some porn with Bianca Freire, mistaking her for a typical girl in the screenshots (i mean, wow she is gorgeous), and it was the most aroused i've been in years. I think about her just during various times over the course of the day and can't help myself from feeling giddy.

Now I don't know what to think. I guess we live in a society that expects clean definitions. But these definitions are almost impossible to define for most things, and I'm just now learning that it is the same for my sexuality. Falling in love with someone with a dick is becoming all the more feasible to me now. I haven't had very good luck in relationships, and i'm beginning to wonder if being in one with a feminine male would be more beneficial for me?

Does anyone have any thoughts on their transitionary periods, if they've had them? I would appreciate any input, i've been looking around the site and you all seem very nice.

Thanks,
-Phenom

Welcome to the club. most males here(as I) have found this world by the same manner. And as most of us males here we've become infatuated with TG's. Why not, many have qualities we appreciate of both sexes,but lean to the more feminine side we have grown to love.
Your going to have a good time here as well as learning of what makes people interesting and different. Most members are extremely nice others keep to themselves and a few others are plain dip shits. You'll see for yourself. If your 'concerned' of being gay, don't be. Relax and decide for yourself after the 'new' experience gets familiar.
A word of pre-caution, be prepared to be hit on by the TG's who like men as well as the gay men at this forum. Your avatar exposes you as a very attractive young man so be careful if you correspond personnell info with. Two members I can say right off to trust in depth are Franalexes and Bionca. Both ladies are well familiar with what you are going through and can steer you in a safe direction. I learned a lot through them and owe them both a world of thanks. Moreso, they help TG's all over the country by helping us understand their problems,politically and socially. Good luck, enjoy the ride. NB