Early Experiences - What turned you on?

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There never was any one model that “caught my attention.” The pictures and anecdotes from my above post are just some of the earliest examples of transwomen that I was aware of. This was from a very young age. I also was aware that some “guys” liked each other the way most “guys and girls” did (I was still young enough that whatever it was they “did” I wasn’t exactly sure… ). The first “t-girl” porn pics I ever saw were from the earliest days of the Internet when I was a little older. Among the first names I can recall were Camila Saenz, Victoria Holyns, and Tara Emory. But that was years later. I've whacked off to all the pics below (notice a trend? ). Looking back, I never thought it was “weird” or “strange,” ever. It was just the way they were.

My first “girlfriend” would have to have been a little girl that I used to walk home from school with. She was in second grade and I was in third. All we ever did was hold hands and she is the first girl I ever kissed. This would have been the Fall of 1988.

We moved back to Michigan and I never saw her again. My dad had received a big promotion and we lived in a very “upscale” neighborhood. Very different from where we had lived previously. At first it was difficult “fitting in.” Incidentally, this is the neighborhood where I watched “Myra Breckinridge” with my friends (wonder if I can find it on Netflix? ) During that time I went through a major growth spurt which worked out really well for football. Suddenly I was getting a lot of recognition. By then I had figured out how things “worked” and had made out with several girls. No, we didn't do that… but most of the other stuff.

Then something happened that would totally change my life. When I was 11 or 12 I became friends with a boy who lived down the street from us. He was very feminine acting, super smart, and very cute. He really did look like a girl.

At first we were just friends. I didn’t think much about it either way. A lot of the kids used to make fun of him and for the most part I was able to put a stop to it. The “rumor” at school was that he was gay. His dad also worked in the auto industry and they were pretty well off. Our families were friends. What I remember most about him initially is that I felt the way I did around girls. I had never had feelings like that for another “guy” but there was just something... I still was attracted to girls however. Anyway I decided not to worry about it. We liked each other (a lot) and that was that. No, I never felt I was “gay” and it didn’t matter to me anyhow.

I’ve already written about her elsewhere on TLB and you can find the story of that summer on my WordPress site. Her name was “Stephen” which she later changed to “Stephanie.” She was the first girl I was ever really in love with. She now lives in New York. We dated through high-school and parted friends. We kept in touch for a while. I consider our relationship the primary reason why I am the way I am. I’ve been married twice since then and had many girlfriends. Being attracted to a “girl with a cock” is totally normal. So is being gay, although the two don’t necessarily go together.