Married but into shemales?

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I'm very grateful to have found this forum, as it has helped me see that I'm not a total freak for loving shemales.

I'm straight, married with a son, but have been into shemales for the last 10 years or so, since long before I met my wife.

She doesn't know, and neither does anyone else....and they never will if I can avoid it.

I fantasize about meeting the TS of my dreams one day, but don't really want to cheat on my wife - in short I'm a bit conflicted. How many other guys are in my situation? Do you have any advice for me?

Fortunately I live in a place where the only shemales around are some not very attractive 'professional girls' so I haven't been tempted to stray and I'm still a virgin (so to speak).