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I don't know if it's because it was illegal (prostitution), because I was cheating on her (unfaithful), or because I can't say I'm totally straight anymore (cock in my mouth). I don't know how to tell my girlfriend. She knows I look at porn, but she doesn't know I look at TS porn-no one does.
> Regrets About Gay Experience
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I guess it's good to see someone honestly put those feelings in writing. The major problem I see is:
- The guy is homophobic.
- The guy is stupid. He's a straight guy with a girlfriend, and he's had no problem looking at TS porn for two years. If it made him feel so guilty to actually do it then I'm sure he felt some of that guilty simply from constantly masturbating to TS porn. He should've known better.
- Obviously the only thing he should really be feeling guilty about is cheating on his girlfriend!
- What's this about "I don't know how to tell my girlfriend"? This is another example of someone using the excuse of "trying to be honest" to make himself feel less guilty. Telling his girlfriend will just make her feel bad, and it will probably end the relationship. If he wants to end the relationship he should just end it. If he wants to stay with his girlfriend he's going to have to live with the guilt of cheating on her for the rest of his life. How to tell her isn't his biggest problem. It isn't even close. It would probably be best to never tell her, but he's just a wimp who wants to make himself feel better.
What I find really disturbing is that we have a guy who's totally fixated on having a cock in his mouth. For all I know he actually is gay and he just has so much self-loathing that he can't admit it. You spend most of your spare time staring at a cock on your computer screen while jerking your own cock with your hand. Who cares if you actually had a cock in your mouth for a minute while giving some poor hooker the worst blowjob of her life?