[frenchie]

Am I glad I found this board...

It can be a tad lonessome out there...for a man with such delicate and peculiar tastes...

but one cannot escape or hide from what one is...or becomes...

and since there is no easy way out...

one might as well enjoy the ride, because a journey it is... with no certainties, no assurances, no results guaranteed, and in the end with no other purpose ou anything in particular to be achieved or conquered, just a journey, a ride of self awareness...

There is no beginning or ending point, each one to deal with the choices made, taylor made challenges, action, reaction...

like an 8, the journey is endless


thank you all for your insight, thank you beckett20, Vanillas, racquel...


as for me, I recently came out of a relationship, the leitmotif being me coming clear about my love and fascination with transsexualim, transgenderism, androgyny... but was it the main reason? doubtfull, although it certailnly did play a role... In my opinion, based on the outcome of this experience, secrets help killing a relation, particularly because they undermine the emotional strings, or strenghts that bond two people together...maybe after marriage bonds become somewhat different, sturdier, where a lie, even a white one cannot breach... we never got that far.


Can it be denied that desire, sex, even it's abstinence... are a structural driving force? I don't think it can... so for a heterossexual surely a fantasy with a transexual involves or represents to a greater or lesser degree a sexual experiment... could it be otherwise? doubtfull, can it go beyhond that, YES ... at least it does for me.



can we escape or hide from what we are...or became?

like an 8, the journey is endless...