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Originally Posted by deanthemachine69
Thanks for all the responses and advice guys! I appreciate it. I'm going to keep it to myself for now. If this is something I need to hide my whole life to stay with this girl then I think I can do it. I'll stick to my hardcore she male porn for now  |
That's how I started. Discovered transsexual images on the internet & was hooked. Thought I could control my curiosity & desire by masturbating to these collected precious pictures but eventually overcame my conscience and fear and visited an escort. That was 15 years ago and now I am utterly obsessed with transsexual m2f girls, preferably Asian. I pay escorts/prostitutes for sex whenever I can no longer satiate my desire by jerking off alone.
It's really quite pathetic in my case as my self worth is shattered and I cannot control this overwhelming intoxicating physical desire that is getting stronger with each clandestine liaison.
And they say heroin is addictive...... Fucking hell, I am surely doomed.