Camilla de Castro (20-April-1979 - 26-July-2005)

[Boogaloo]

Camilla was sooooo hot. Apparently she took her own life a while back, which is a real tragedy. Apart from her being gorgeous, from what I've gleened around the web, she seemed a really sweet girl...

http://mapage.noos.fr/fscourt/

[tlover]

That's very sad, ive got a early video of her, very sexy girl.
She must have been through such a lot heartache and trauma in her life as i expect a lot of tgirls do to go so far down the gender reassignment route. Then to end it all like that, very sad.
Makes you think.

[mykel73]

Yeah she took her life on my exgirlfriends Birthday who is also from Brasil. It was July 27 2005.

[amberrein]

Dang... these brazilian t-girls can be so mind boggling!

[reanna 71]

yes she was a very pretty girl . RIP camila

wow very beautiful girl, sucks that she took her life? anyone know why?

[womenslookers]

wow, she so sexy...

[sesame]

God bless her.
She was one of my Fav Tg-stars,
One of my first too;
I heard she threw herself from the window of her apartment in a dazed state.
Damn, what a loss!
She was so funny and smart. And very cute too.

[sonya]

She was a great girl

[deflatine]

Such a beautiful girl.

[MrRight]

Tragic, She was a very beautiful woman!

[dirty30]

i'm sooo sad to have learned this..Rest in peace Camilla...

[tiger001]

Originally Posted by TXguy4ever

wow very beautiful girl, sucks that she took her life? anyone know why?

i heard she thought she had AIDS from a forum i wish she was still hear cause shes what really got me into shemales she was unique because she didnt have male features(other than the dick of course)or a male voice i only like the shemales that are as much female as the can be....

R.I.P.CAMILLA
Hope shes in a better place..

[Lac79]

I just found this out today... it really sucks, she has always been a such a familiar face, she was also born the same year as me, its weird. This really gets to me. R.I.P Camilla, you shall be missed.

[CreativeMind]

Originally Posted by sesame

God bless her.
She was one of my Fav Tg-stars, One of my first too;
I heard she threw herself from the window of her apartment in a dazed state.
Damn, what a loss!
She was so funny and smart. And very cute too.

I think that adds to the sadness of this story. I read in various places that she was in a dazed or drug induced state as well, and that's when "something" went wrong and she fell to her death. Now, whether she was actually suicidal that day (and none of her real life friends suspected it) and she jumped on purpose OR whether she simply entered into a party girl lifestyle from doing porn and got high that day, and then simply wandered too close to the ledge and accidentally fell is something we'll never know.

But it is a sad loss for sure, as is any life that gets taken away. From her photos, she was beautiful beyond words and I think we'd all like to believe that IF you had a chance to know her...and IF you had seen her becoming so sad about life (to the point of becoming suicidal) or saw her getting involved in drugs...that you would have given anything for a chance to step in and help her right her life...someway, somehow...so she'd still be with us today.

[mabedzaqueen]

Originally Posted by CreativeMind

I think that adds to the sadness of this story. I read in various places that she was in a dazed or drug induced state as well, and that's when "something" went wrong and she fell to her death. Now, whether she was actually suicidal that day (and none of her real life friends suspected it) and she jumped on purpose OR whether she simply entered into a party girl lifestyle from doing porn and got high that day, and then simply wandered too close to the ledge and accidentally fell is something we'll never know.

But it is a sad loss for sure, as is any life that gets taken away. From her photos, she was beautiful beyond words and I think we'd all like to believe that IF you had a chance to know her...and IF you had seen her becoming so sad about life (to the point of becoming suicidal) or saw her getting involved in drugs...that you would have given anything for a chance to step in and help her right her life...someway, somehow...so she'd still be with us today.

These are beautiful, meaningful words here, CM... Something's telling me if she had access to internet up there and she could read them, it would really warm her soul and probably bring tears to her eyes (of emotion more than sadness)... No doubt she regrets what she did

There isn't much I can add here except that I hope the Angels are nice to her up there and that they keep from showing how much jealous of her beauty they must be...

[seanchai]

http://www.grooby.com/fallenangels/f...july-2005.html

She was HIV+ and it may have been that, or the fact she wasn't being featured on television as much as she used, which led to her depression and suicide.

[mabedzaqueen]

Originally Posted by seanchai

http://www.grooby.com/fallenangels/f...july-2005.html

She was HIV+ and it may have been that, or the fact she wasn't being featured on television as much as she used, which led to her depression and suicide.

Thanx for the link and info, seanchai... I didn't think she was so well-known in her homeland...

[fatbutt1]

So sad so was beautiful

[TrannyLover2]

Sad, sad, sad...really liked her.

[bensonite]

One of the prettiest girls out there. so sad.

[Itwasntme]

A very sad and tragic happening and whether through sadness or accident makes little difference , she is gone and her passing has left behind many a broken heart.

[TGLuver4sure]

In remembrance of Camilla, RIP, and to all our beautiful TG sisters a wonderful year.

[trombas]

Trully a very sad story. R.I.P Camilla, you are always with us!!

[girlwatcher]

As a typical "woman trapped inside a man's body" I can say to you that there are times when the despair and hopeless longing become overwhelming and we suffer internally, alone usually and with profound sadness. I do not know Camilla's specifics but likely as it is with myself, life sometimes is all too much and to avoid the same path as she took I decided 20 years ago not to transform and simply live with my secret.As you can tell transforming is not always an answer since being passable requires hormones or quite frankly you haven't much of a chance trying as is and getting fake boobs etc.
Nothing makes me sadder than to see a Transgender who looks like a boy in a dress, so unflattering and emberassing to witness.
May she rest in peace and perhaps has found the place where she is what she always wanted to be...Female.

[siennagrace69]

Camilla was a beautiful woman. I loved her videos and her pictures. She was one of the first gurls to really get me excited, just sorry I never had the chance to meet her.