buttplugs or dildos

[Amyxswallows]

As some of you may know i once loved dressing in satin but what you did not know is for over 12 years i've suffered with ra among other things and about a year and half ago it got so bad that i can no longer stand or walk so i gave up dressing and all of my satin things wig and make up i sold on ebay now adays i seem to be stuck in bed most days so theres not much chance of me ever finding love as i surf the net i see alot of shemales and ladyboys lke useing buttplugs and dildos in there photo shot or solo videos and i was wondering if i should buy a buttplug or a dildo witch would be best to start of with a plug or dildo i was looking online as saw some made of jelly whatis involved do i just stick it up my ass or what plz help thanx