Overcoming Guilt

[kilgoretrout]

Maybe guilt is the wrong term. It is certainly conflict. I seriously enjoyed the few times I have been with shemales and usually masturbate to either those memories or pics.

But I don't think I could feel comfortable with anyone I know finding out. As I said, if I had a sexually deviant relationship with a female (I am not trying to use a wrong term here ladies, just struggling to express something), I would likely hide that too.

So I find myself wanting to go back and enjoy the pleasures of a shemale relationship again, but avoiding it over the internal conflict. It is painful. I wish there was an easy way to overcome it.

[kilgoretrout]

And like many here, I do not think it is a gay thing. I have no interests in men. And I am really not into anal that much. But a beautiful shemale makes me want to suck her. I never feel that about a guy.