How Did Your Love For Shemales Begin ?

[Vanillas]

This is a good question but one that, for me, does not have a definitive or even simple answer. I truly do not remember when I first noticed an attraction to TransLadies. I certainly don't think it was a discrete mental event. My recollection is that when I first became aware of these girls (and rather later in life than most men) I did not find them especially enticing. I believe my initial attitude was one of mild curiosity. But slowly, and I do mean slowly, I developed a sexual attraction that has ripened into what it is today, namely, something only slightly this side of a full blown fetish. And I can only hope that it stays on this side.

[LadyboyJerker]

As I posted in my introduction:

I've started watching shemale porn one day as I downloaded a porn from a tracker by mistake, thinking it was straight. By surprise I understood that the girl in the video was a shemale, ladyboy etc. Don't know why but I started to think that I've made a big mistake watching it. Althought in my mind I loved it. But doesn't think something about sexual directions. I thought I'm turning gay or something but make the point that I'm watching and enjoying it because of the face and the boobs. Then I thought that I liked the combination of dick and a female. I've started watching masturbation videos of shemale while they're cumming on their belly. Started to wondering of their beauty bellies. Back then I hated and disrespected gay porn and actually the gays. Now I have twisted mind and don't think that is wrong. It's just love between men and their pleasure to make love. However, I'm still straight I think or I'm a bi? Never wanted and never want to watch gay porn to see the result by myself but now I want to see some and at the same time I'm twisted and think I'm gonna become gay by watching some and then boom. I'm gay. But I don't want this result. I'm wondering If I like it, am I still gonna like the straight porn. And in real life, I'm straight. I've never fucked a shemale or sucked a dick or anything. But I whouldn't mind If a shemale want some love.