My 1st time (Amsterdam)

[Paolo]

as i was heading back to my hotel and hoping they were still serving pizza at silly o'clock in the morning something caught my eye. i was going through an alley way full of black women, many of them mature and chubby and i was just starting to think about getting one last blowjob when i came accross two windows with illuminous blue tube lights at the top of them. i think that deep down i may have known what that meant but i was drunk, stoned and feeling adventurous so i stopped to get a better look. there were two dark, latin looking girls sitting at one of the windows chatting and a young lad from london was coming out of the other one, followed by an asian girl with blonde hair and huge, round tits. she saw me looking and invited me inside. i asked the cockney lad something that i cant remember now and he laughed nervously when he answered me and disappeared down the alley. 50 euro for a suck and fuck is what the girl (who i was already besotted by) wanted so i told her i would go to the bank and id be back in a few minutes. while i was walking i was thinking about not going back, but i knew that i would really. i told myself that i wasnt sure if she was a shemale or not so it wouldnt be my fault if she was really a man, it would just be an accident. i also told myself that i was very drunk and very stoned so i couldnt be responsible for my actions. when i got back the curtain was drawn and she was busy sucking and fucking someone else for 50 euro.

one of the dark, brazilian looking girls asked if i wanted to go with her instead and they both laughed. the other one looked like a skinny black man in a dress and she went to her own (rarely used) room. we went downstairs and talked about some stuff that i cant remember and then she started kissing me and sucking my tongue. before long i was standing in front of her naked and she was licking my balls and putting a condom on me. after a few minutes she took off her hot pants and revealed a cock. i surprised myself when i took hold of it immediately and started wanking her and rubbing her cock against mine. i said that id never done this before and she was the boss, id just do what the said. she instructed me to lay on the bed and we were in the 69 position for ages sucking each other off, every now and again she would lean back inviting me to lick her arse which i did to the best of my ability. i wasnt really thinking about sex at the time, i was thinking more about the fact that i was doing this and how little it bothered me. i didnt really get any satisfaction from sucking it (although i did enjoy her tickling my arse with her finger and sucking mine). it was just the thing that i should do, maybe i was trying to be polite, i dont know. i was really surprised that it didnt bother me though, i didnt find it any big deal at all.

she got on all fours and, after rubbing some cream into her arse, guided me into it. i hammered away for a while and remember thinking that it was just like having sex with a girl, only a little more of a firm grip on my dick. she turned around and lifted her knees up to her ears and i fucked her from the front. i tried to play with her cock but found it awkward and lost interest. she asked if i wanted a ''special''. for another 50 euro she would fuck me too. i declined and thought that really would be gay. ive got no intention of being anally intruded whatsoever. i couldnt come and after a while i decided that id had enough and the novelty was wearing off so i left. she washed her arse the same way as the african girl and i remember thinking that at least it was a bit cleaner sucking dick than doing down on a girl, if a condom was used. i did lick her arse quite a bit though.

when i left i looked at a big, black woman with big, soft tits who had been smiling at me and flashing a little earlier. she called me a ''gay fucking gay'' and turned her head in a dramatic show of disgust. i laughed to myself and carried on walking. i went to a place right on the edge of the red light area called the mekong river where i drank another couple of beers and smoked the joint a still had in my pocket. the place was full of really unconvincing, man looking ladyboys and one was working behind the bar. i ordered some spicy thai ribs and although i only managed a few bites it was delicious. i liked being in there and even if the ladyboys werent attractive at all it excited me to be sitting there with them. im sure that the one who served me has been on a porn site but ive been unable to find her since. i walked home to the doria and wondered what id think of all of this when i was sober and id had time to think about it, and the thought worried me. when i woke up and showered i went downstairs for my breakfast that was bread, cheese and ham. i just had a few glasses of juice ans a glass of water. and sat down to reflect on the night. i sat there and laughed out loud. since ive been back home ive felt really refreshed and as if a weights been lifted from my shoulders.

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Sorry if this is a bit long, I hope it's ok.

I will add more reports from Amsterdam and Bangkok it's ok.

thanks, paolo.