Help Me ! I Need To Get Over It !

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Hi, i'm really into shemales. u know i watch shemale porn, jerking off while watchin, thinking about them so often but i have never had sex with one of them. i can, if i want but i'm really curious about that. i know i'll have really good time but i'm afraid that i will be gay after that or feel so guilty. but i can't stop my interest towards them. help me what should i do? just give advice don't say just do it because it's not easy! HELP!