eating your own cum

[triplej]

When I was younger and thinner I used to roll back on my shoulders and jerk off into my mouth. I'm too short down there to self suck but I was curious to taste it direct from the source. I came really really quick just thinking about it. But I was totally unprepared for the amount and the velocity it shot into my mouth. I wound up gagging on it, swallowing most of it and getting it all over my face, neck and chest, not to mention the floor around me. I've tried that a couple time since. I always thought the texture would get me but it doesn't. I thought the taste would be bad too but other than being hotter in my mouth than expected I didn't really notice the taste. What always gets me is the smell. Is that strange? I swear it smells sort of like bleach or chlorine or something. I don't understand it. Maybe it's just me. I've checked my diet and I don't eat or drink or take any drugs that would make my cum "bleachy" smelling. I've even been vegan and vegetarian for long stretches and it still smells really strong. Any suggestions? I might try the advice below and let it ooze into my hand before licking it off. I've tried cumming into a glass to drink it all up before and I just can't bring myself to do it. The idea makes me cum so hard but then afterward I'm just not interested. Although the idea of someone else cumming in my mouth does turn me on. Maybe that's the attraction. I don't know.