first time insertion today! (yay!)

[tryonce1]

@franalexes - Yeah, I just kinda wish it could be real even if only for a while. Guess can't have my cake and eat it too. *sigh*

My anus is still bleeding a little bit every time I defecate but it only aches just a very small amount. I am yearning for another session but I just know it is going to be fake.

Ever since that experience, I really am beginning to understand how women feel when a man only wants them for their bodies and nothing more. It is a very crappy feeling.

On the other hand, though, I feel like I understand better the sacredness of (sexual) intimacy. I have little-to-no desire to masturbate, watch porn, or lust after beautiful strangers that I don't personally know and have a connection with. Just being in that submissive position and being dominated has revealed to my senses quite a lot.

[Smoothie]

Being taken is a great thing. Loosen up, and be eager for the ride next time. pleasuring your lover should be enough.

[Florian]

Originally Posted by tryonce1

@franalexes - Yeah, I just kinda wish it could be real even if only for a while. Guess can't have my cake and eat it too. *sigh*

My anus is still bleeding a little bit every time I defecate but it only aches just a very small amount. I am yearning for another session but I just know it is going to be fake.

Ever since that experience, I really am beginning to understand how women feel when a man only wants them for their bodies and nothing more. It is a very crappy feeling.

On the other hand, though, I feel like I understand better the sacredness of (sexual) intimacy. I have little-to-no desire to masturbate, watch porn, or lust after beautiful strangers that I don't personally know and have a connection with. Just being in that submissive position and being dominated has revealed to my senses quite a lot.

You sound like a really nice guy, and your understanding of womens feelings made me feel for you. It it called empathy or something? Anyway, maybe you could introduce the topic in conversation with your girlfriend - perhaps while watching a film with a sex scene? Say you want to experience what it's like from a womans pov? Christmas is coming - maybe Santa could bring a strapon? Just writing this has given me ideas for my own situation. But its a dangerous place to be - what if she laughs at you? Watch Last Tango in Paris - there's a scene where the girl puts her fingers up Brando's back door.
I hope it goes well for you.

[Florian]

Originally Posted by Florian

Watch Last Tango in Paris - there's a scene where the girl puts her fingers up Brando's back door.

Couldn't remember her name - it's Maria Schneider. I just found out she died last year, only 58. That's sad.