My exposure to shemale porn has changed my sexuality

[CCC]

WOW I loved you presentation Jason. It really approximates my story. The at first being astonished of the shemales form and believing that it must be photo shop. But then time goes on and you realize that this is real and exciting. I remember seeing Barbie Woods the first time when she had her own web site and looking at one picture of her lying on her side and saying to myself--If there ever was a cock that I would suck it would be hers. Oh and I did get it finally- sucked it, had it fuck me and I fucked her--that was a nice day.

She wasn't my first as the desire kept growing and I found eros.com and saw all those beautiful escorts I made up my mind to act. I flew to New Orleans - 1500 miles away because I semi knew the city-with the total intention of sucking my first cock. I was there for 3 days going to everything on Bourbon St before I acted on it. I selected a Native American as my first--called - made the appointment - took a taxi to a seedy to say the least part of town to her address. I was greeted at the door by the beautiful lady I had seen on the ad. Went in - paid my fee and we got undressed and laid on the bed. After very small time of kissing and petting I had to tell myself again why I was there and looked down at he lovely hard on. When I reached down and took it in my hand-that was there cock other than my own I had ever touched. I didn't die so I kissed my way down he mid section until that cock was staring me in the face. Well it's now or never-- I eased my mouth-wet my lips and slid her cock head into my mouth and took my time tasting her cock skin and analyzing the feel and taste. I slowly took more and more in until I had it all. Damn this was hot. I sucked on her-tasting and dreaming and then let her out and started tasting her cock while sliding down to her ball sack. Oh well- take it in my man--take it in. I sucked on her sack and back to her cock and back down.. Damn I loved this. Unconsciously I went lower and lower as her taste and smell commanded it. I was tonguing her taint and then I was shocked that I was licking her asshole and beyond and enjoying the hell out of it. I gently worked all of this over and over until she took my head in her hands and brought me up to her cock head and slid in between my lips and blew her nice big load. I big drop landed on her taught belly - it was solid white and firm - beautiful - I covered it with my lips and sucked it in - then back to her cock. She must have face fucked me for another 10 minutes or so with me wanting to take her whole cock and balls in one mouthful. When she finally pulled me up for a lot of kissing she said that was the best bj she had had in years. "You sure this was your first ?"

Well we cleaned up and she gave me a ride back to civilization. We talked about tranny bars and she showed me two. Which was safer etc-my hotel was just 2 short blocks in-between both. Off I went-cleaned up took a nap-showered and headed out to one of the bars just for a drink and people watching-I love that. A few drinks and I was off to round two-this time I got fucked for the first time in my life-doggy even. In the next 3 days before I had to fly out I had encounters with 5 different TS ladies of the night.

It was a stepping stone ? since then I have had not enough TS dates, found a gay masseur not far from me that we now do everything together when we meet and have suck and been suck by maybe 40 or 50 guys. Yes they are more plentiful-the only thing I want from them is cock and cum?the male form other than that extremely rarely one gets me cooking. There is nothing hotter than two hot bodies being body to body together with the only intention having wild exotic sex?women, TS or man.

Tomorrow morning I hit the trails in search of the perfect cock. Don?t let your age interfere?I am 69 and have to have my porn and dump at least one load everyday or I don?t feel right.

[no1000]

Originally Posted by CCC

WOW I loved you presentation Jason. It really approximates my story. The at first being astonished of the shemales form and believing that it must be photo shop. But then time goes on and you realize that this is real and exciting. I remember seeing Barbie Woods the first time when she had her own web site and looking at one picture of her lying on her side and saying to myself--If there ever was a cock that I would suck it would be hers. Oh and I did get it finally- sucked it, had it fuck me and I fucked her--that was a nice day.

She wasn't my first as the desire kept growing and I found eros.com and saw all those beautiful escorts I made up my mind to act. I flew to New Orleans - 1500 miles away because I semi knew the city-with the total intention of sucking my first cock. I was there for 3 days going to everything on Bourbon St before I acted on it. I selected a Native American as my first--called - made the appointment - took a taxi to a seedy to say the least part of town to her address. I was greeted at the door by the beautiful lady I had seen on the ad. Went in - paid my fee and we got undressed and laid on the bed. After very small time of kissing and petting I had to tell myself again why I was there and looked down at he lovely hard on. When I reached down and took it in my hand-that was there cock other than my own I had ever touched. I didn't die so I kissed my way down he mid section until that cock was staring me in the face. Well it's now or never-- I eased my mouth-wet my lips and slid her cock head into my mouth and took my time tasting her cock skin and analyzing the feel and taste. I slowly took more and more in until I had it all. Damn this was hot. I sucked on her-tasting and dreaming and then let her out and started tasting her cock while sliding down to her ball sack. Oh well- take it in my man--take it in. I sucked on her sack and back to her cock and back down.. Damn I loved this. Unconsciously I went lower and lower as her taste and smell commanded it. I was tonguing her taint and then I was shocked that I was licking her asshole and beyond and enjoying the hell out of it. I gently worked all of this over and over until she took my head in her hands and brought me up to her cock head and slid in between my lips and blew her nice big load. I big drop landed on her taught belly - it was solid white and firm - beautiful - I covered it with my lips and sucked it in - then back to her cock. She must have face fucked me for another 10 minutes or so with me wanting to take her whole cock and balls in one mouthful. When she finally pulled me up for a lot of kissing she said that was the best bj she had had in years. "You sure this was your first ?"

Well we cleaned up and she gave me a ride back to civilization. We talked about tranny bars and she showed me two. Which was safer etc-my hotel was just 2 short blocks in-between both. Off I went-cleaned up took a nap-showered and headed out to one of the bars just for a drink and people watching-I love that. A few drinks and I was off to round two-this time I got fucked for the first time in my life-doggy even. In the next 3 days before I had to fly out I had encounters with 5 different TS ladies of the night.

It was a stepping stone ? since then I have had not enough TS dates, found a gay masseur not far from me that we now do everything together when we meet and have suck and been suck by maybe 40 or 50 guys. Yes they are more plentiful-the only thing I want from them is cock and cum?the male form other than that extremely rarely one gets me cooking. There is nothing hotter than two hot bodies being body to body together with the only intention having wild exotic sex?women, TS or man.

Tomorrow morning I hit the trails in search of the perfect cock. Don?t let your age interfere?I am 69 and have to have my porn and dump at least one load everyday or I don?t feel right.

wow...

AWESOME! Jason, don't worry about sexuality.. gay, bi, trans, wherever... just be yourself, if you're happy be the greatest shemale cock sucker ever! Its just awesome and I LOVE IT! everytime I think about my first t-girl I get excited.. I wasn't sure/secure about sucking a cock.. that same feeling we all have in the beginning... the "fear" of becoming gay.... I looked at her, with that hard cock between her legs.. (it wasn't big)... I just couldn't hold myself.. started to sucking her like there was no tomorrow! LOVED! I love sucking t-girls cocks and the thought of sucking one, jerking two and being penetrated by other just got me harder than a rock! LOL! maaaannn I'll have to fuck someone today!!! All the best for u guys!

[ConfusedBoyJason]

Originally Posted by trannylover2007

AWESOME! Jason, don't worry about sexuality.. gay, bi, trans, wherever... just be yourself, if you're happy be the greatest shemale cock sucker ever! Its just awesome and I LOVE IT! everytime I think about my first t-girl I get excited.. I wasn't sure/secure about sucking a cock.. that same feeling we all have in the beginning... the "fear" of becoming gay.... I looked at her, with that hard cock between her legs.. (it wasn't big)... I just couldn't hold myself.. started to sucking her like there was no tomorrow! LOVED! I love sucking t-girls cocks and the thought of sucking one, jerking two and being penetrated by other just got me harder than a rock! LOL! maaaannn I'll have to fuck someone today!!! All the best for u guys!

Thank you all so much for replying, it took alot of courage to write and post all of that, and getting responses makes me feel so good about myself. If anyone here would be down to talk with me some time i would love it, nothing helps me accept and figure things out like someone to talk to about it My yahoo is jnitsios93@yahoo.com